With All My Heart, Tronnor

Starbucks

Troye POV

Connor pulled over outside the same Starbucks where he got his coffee yesterday.

We got in, bought our drinks and I was just about to head out before Connor insisted we sit in.

I could see he wanted to talk, his face remained unreadable, but his eyes seemed pensive, I wanted to know what was going through his mind. I wanted him to be able to talk to me about anything and everything. I wanted him to know that no matter how big or how small a thing was, I'd always be there next to him. So, even though how tired I felt because I couldn't sleep for the whole night, (thanks to the jet lag of-course) I agreed.

We sat on a table with a glass wall which gave us a clear view of the sunny L.A. morning.

I looked at Connor, who was just sipping his coffee and looking out towards the sky, admiring the nature.

The bright gleaming sunlight fell perfectly over him, enlightening his exemplary features.

I sat back, sipping my own coffee and looked at the guy sitting in front of me. I could literally sit here for hours and just look at him and never really get tired.

We sat there sharing comfortable silence for a long
time until Connor looked away from the window and towards me.

He gave me a cute smile and I couldn't help but smile back.

"Tro, can I ask you something?" He said

"Of course"

"What were you thinking about in the car? You seemed too much into it.." he asked. He seemed a bit anxious. I couldn't help but wonder,

that was what he was thinking about all this time?

"It was nothing" I shook my head "I was just thinking about the day we first met, how you straight up told me that you were gay, like it was no biggie. When the truth was that you were terrified of even thinking about it. I mean.." I trailed off shrugging. I had no idea how to explain him what I was thinking, I had the words in my brain which couldn't find there way out through my mouth.

He just nodded and the silence took over again. I opened my mouth to say mostly anything to make this silence go away but Connor beat me to it.

"You know you were the first person I actually came out to. I mean, technically second but I never really came out to Tyler. When I said I wanted to talk to him about something, he instantly knew what I was talking about" he said and I noticed a change in his voice and his face. I wanted to ask him what it was but I was afraid I may be crossing some lines but I really couldn't see him like that so I gave up.

"What's wrong, Con?" I tried to keep my voice normal but I am sure he could undoubtedly sense my concern.

He took in a deep breath and turned his gaze to the cup in his hands

"I miss him" he said with a low voice.

"Yeah, me too"

He looked up at me, his eyes sincere and his lips forming a faded curve and I returned with a similar gesture.

I really dint wanna say anything more about it. I know Connor blames himself for everything that happened and I don't what him to feel bad about it

I wonder what actually happened that morning..

I shook my head out of the thoughts, this is not the time.

I started telling Connor stories from back home to lighten the atmosphere and it seemed to be working.

Soon, Connor had his smile back. It felt good knowing I can genuinely make him smile.

Seeing him like this, seeing him happy, makes my heart warm.

Shit.

I really like him!

"Hey! That's Ricky!" Connor said pointing out. I followed his gaze it I dint see him anywhere.

"Come, lets meet him"

In one swift move, we were off the table, out the Starbucks and on the sidewalk.

"Ricky!" Connor called out and I saw a guy with electric blue hair turn around and I soon realised that was Ricky, rocking the blue hair look, which went amazingly well with the white t shirt was wearing.

He saw us standing there and a huge smile crept over his face before he walked over to us.

He greeted us both with warm hugs and I gave him a kinky compliment about his new hair to which he replied with rather flirty comment.

"Oh, by the way, I was just about to call you guys" Ricky said

"What's up?" Said Connor

"Andrew leaves tomorrow, so I thought we could, you know, make a day out of it. I already called Alexa, Kian and Jc and I was about to call you two too"

"Why not? That'd be great!" I said happily. I was glad he invited us otherwise I to find something else to distract myself from sleeping if I had to get over this stupid jet lag.

"Meet you at my place in an hour?" Ricky said, rather hastily "I am really sorry, but I need to go, Andrew is waiting for me"

We said our goodbyes and parted our ways to meet again later.

Connor and I walked to the cars and left for his apartment.

.............

We both were soon showered and had some light breakfast before we were ready to leave.

Connor wanted to go a bit late because he thought I needed some sleep.

"You did not sleep for the entire night, Tro. I'll text Ricky and we can join them later. You really need some sleep" he said.

"I am okay, Con. I really am not sleepy at all" I rolled my eyes.

But the truth was entirely different. I was exhausted. Even when I blinked, I kept my eyes closed for a second longer because I really did need to sleep.

But it was almost noon and I wanted to get over with this stupid jet lag. I dint wanna waste my days with Connor by just sleeping. I know he dint want that too. I mean he tried his best to stay awake last night, even though he had failed at his attempt to do so. I know if I tried hard enough, I could do this.

Besides, tomorrow's gonna be my last day with Connor before Emma's here. I'll have to work, move out to my Airbnb and therefore, won't be able to see him properly until the next weekend.

So, I had to make the most of it.

"Come on now, let's go" I said and walked out of the apartment. Reluctantly, Connor followed me out and we got into the car and Connor drove to Ricky's..

[A/N :
I know its kinda shitty and small but I was really struggling with writing. Idk what's going on,
And it's just one of those fillers, so.. :/

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