With All My Heart, Tronnor

Flashback

Troye Pov (flashback)

"Hey! You're here. I was just waiting for you, let me grab my keys and we can leave" Connor said inviting me in his house, sounding a bit different. I thought it was just my imagination and decided let it go.

He left the O2L house when he left the channel. That week was so hard for him. I remember staying up all night and having long skype calls with Connor to help him get through all that coming out and making the decision to leave and telling the guys and stuff.

He used to say, O2L means the world to him but when he left, that was the day I actually understood his love for those guys and the channel.

Connor was depressed for a very long time. He was always the one to keep things to himself. He started spending all of his time alone. He stopped talking to everybody. It was only me or Tyler to whom he would talk to.

But after he came out, things changed. He was back to being Connor again. It was like a heavy weight had been lifted off his shoulders.

Obviously, I know how hard it can be, I know how it feels, but I also know for a fact that it was way harder for him than it was for me.

I walked around in his apartment, going through his music collection and somehow my thoughts drifted to last night.

I'm just glad that there's no weirdness or awkwardness between us after what happened. I had no idea that an innocent movie night would lead to that kiss.

I'm kinda thankful to that liquor though. It gave me the strength to do something I could have never done sober. I mean, I always wanted to kiss those lips, but obviously, I couldn't.

And yeah Tyler -- wait! Where is he? I thought he was coming straight after his early morning meeting.

I heard Connor pick up the keys.

"Umm, Con? Isn't Tyler coming?" I asked wondering why we were leaving without him. I thought he was supposed to be here before me.

Connor peeked out of room and looked at me. His green eyes full of an emotion - sorrow, I guess?

"No Troye.." he said with a weird expression, like he was trying to hide something. I could sense something was wrong.

"Why?"

"He dint say.." he said with a sigh.

I was right! Something's up!

"Hey, what's wrong?" I asked going towards him.

"Nothing" he tried to avoid my gaze "come lets go. I am very hungry and I am sure you are too. But, we'll have coffee first!" He said trying to change the subject.

"Haha, okay"

I know this isn't the right time to ask him about Tyler. I could sense that something was off. It will obviously make him upset and I don't wonna do that, so I decided against it.

We walked to to nearest cafe to grab the coffee's because well, Connor!
I don't know what's with him and coffee, he legit can't function without it.

We entered into a cute little cafe. It had one of the simplest yet prettiest interiors I had ever seen. It was fully lit with colourful fairy lights and the wall at the back was covered with tons of pictures of people who came in and took them with the Polaroid kept on the tiny table, just right next to the wall, accompanying some tape and colourful markers.

Connor told me to take a seat while he went to get our drinks. I just sat back on the chair, admiring his every move. The way he walks, the way he stands, the way he runs his hand through his hair, everything he does, makes my heart melt.