With All My Heart, Tronnor

Kian Lawley

Kian POV
( why? Coz it's my story and that's how I'd like to tell, yaaaayy! *puts fist under the chin and gives a big toothy grin like Troye* )

"Jc, will you stop with the snapchat and focus on the driving? We're already late!" I told Jc, while he was trying to snapchat a funny little orange and purple car, when he was behind the wheel, on the busy LA roads.

We were in his jeep, trying to get to somewhere in the hills, to have a photoshoot for our upcoming projects.

"Just a second" he answered trying to multitask with the phone and the driving.

"No" I said and snatched the phone from him "Just focus on your driving! I don't wanna die!"

"Alright" he gave in and drove through the busy LA roads.

I was casually looking around at the people on the side walk when I saw a familiar face.

I looked closely and saw that it was Connor. He looked so confused and almost like a helpless baby.

My inner voice was screaming at me, telling me something was wrong so I told Jc to stop the car.

"Jc! Pull up! Now!" I said.

"What? What's wrong?" He asked, confused.

"Pull up!" I told him "It's Connor!"

He immediately complied and stopped the car.

I quickly got out telling him to stay in.

"Con!" I called out "Connor!!"

I knew he heard me, but dint turn around, instead he just started rushing towards the opposite direction.

"Connor!" I called again, increasing my pace.

"Connor Joel Franta! Stop!" I reached out to grab his shoulder when I finally caught him.

When he turned around to face me, I saw he cheeks were stained with tears and he had so many new ones, making their way out. His eyes were bloodshot and swollen and cheeks puffy.

It was clear he'd been crying madly for a long time and the scariest part was, even in his darkest days, I never saw him cry this bad.

"K-Kian?" He managed to get out his mouth.

"Omg, Con!" I had no idea what to do or to say. I'd never seen him this bad and I couldn't think of anything other than throwing my arms around him and make him feel better.

As I took him in an embrace, he hugged me back so tight, like he was afraid to let go.

We just stood there as I kept running a comforting hand across his back while my tshirt soaked into his tears, which I really didn't mind.

"Connor, you okay?" I asked quietly.

He just sniffed and shook his head no.

I had no idea what was wrong but I certainly couldn't see him like this, so I tighten my hold around his shoulders.

"Can you drive me home?" He said into my chest.

"Sure, Connor. Jc's just across the road, come?" I said lightly patting his back and letting my hold lose.

"N-No, I have my car. I can't drive" he explained with sniffs in between.

"Sure, no problem"

We got in Connor's car and before driving off, I sent Jc a quick text telling him to meet there.

The drive was relatively quiet except for me asking after every few minutes, to make sure if he was okay.

He had turned his head towards the window, looking out and possibly thinking hard.

It was like he was just physically here, but mentally, he was far far away.

The good thing was, he had almost gathered himself. His aggressive sobbing had turned into muffled sobs, which were soon dying.

"Connor, do you wanna talk about it?" I asked as we stopped at the signal.

"No" he answered, his voice a bit cracky but very stern. He did not even move his head from the window to reply.

"Okay" I said before the signal turned green and I resumed with my driving.

"I'm sorry, I did not wanna be rude." He finally turned this gaze towards me "I just really don't want to talk about it.."

"I understand, it's totally fine" I gave him a reassuring smile before we pulled up towards his driveway.

As we were getting out, we noticed Jc's jeep, already parked outside and he, just siting in with music blasting out of his speakers.

"Hey man, what happened?" He asked, turning off the music and making his way out of the jeep.

Jc had no clue what was going on. I didn't even explain anything when I texted him and before he would say anything inappropriate, I signalled him to shut up and he moved forward to greet Connor.

Connor gave him as polite hello as he could manage and went on to open the front door.

"Call JJ and tell him to move the shoot to tomorrow" I told Jc "We can't let him be on his own today. I'm a bit worried"

"Yeah sure, but what happened?" He questioned, taking his phone out to inform our friend.

I told him the little information I had and we both made our way in after Connor.

We spent the entire day with him, trying to cheer him up and not mentioning his breakdown at all.

By the end of the day, he sure had a smile on his lips but it didn't reach his eyes even a tiny bit.

Despite us insisting on staying the night and wanting not to let him be alone, he sent us home, saying he was perfectly alright, which I'm sure even he didn't believe.

We had no other option than making our way back but I made a mental note to check back on him tomorrow before we go to our shoot.

[A/N :

Yeah, I don't have any excuse this time but I guess this update was not that late.

I'm having some bad days and writing has always been my hideout from life, even though it had a very abrupt and weird ending, I tried..

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