golden moon | psh. - khj. |

deja vu

seonghwa is stunned by the look of the apartment he was viewing with hongjoong and moon. it had no furniture yet but he can already visualize what things he could put where. he was already in love with the view of the nature and the peaceful neighborhood. its a perfect place for moon to grow up in but also its perfect for hongjoong and seonghwa to finally rest after living in the constant spotlight. although it was never said that hongjoong will be moving in with them, its just for the case if he ever wanted to.

this is a place where they wouldn't have to fear. they wouldn't have to fear to be themselves anymore.

"we still have a few to look at, seonghwa." hongjoong said laughing at him who still looked around the place with big eyes.

but this was fine for seonghwa as long as he wouldn't have to live with rowoon anymore, he doesn't care how big it is.

the other apartments were alright but seonghwa couldn't take his mind off the first one. it would be great since there are a lot of kids in the area moon could play with as well as a kindergarten.

"nothing is speaking against the first one right?" seonghwa asked hongjoong since he also wanted him to like it. it should feel like home to him too, after all he ist the one to buy it but hongjoong doesn't think he could say no to seonghwa.

"you want that one?" he asked him. seonghwa nods with a small smile on his face, making hongjoong happy as well.

"what do you think?" hongjoong crouched down to moon who hasn't been in the best mood since he woke up. they tried to cheer him up by playing with him and being extra clingy yet moon still has the same look on his face.

"will I have my own room then?" he asked looking sad which confused both seonghwa and hongjoong.

"of course you will. isn't that good?" hongjoong glances at seonghwa who just shrugs his shoulders.

he wouldn't give a response to them, his eyes were avoiding their gazes upon him.

"baby c'mon tell me what's wrong." moon looks at seonghwa with big eyes.

"you don't want to sleep with me anymore." moon thinks they're just getting their own apartment because they don't want him to sleep in the same bed anymore. since he turned four recently, he thought they want to kick him out of their room.

seonghwa and hongjoong just looked at him even more confused.

"moon, that's not true-" seonghwa tries to argue when moon cut him off.

"then why are we looking for a new place to live? I want to stay with you, mommy. I don't want to sleep alone at night."

"you can still sleep with me, baby but maybe one day you don't want to anymore. until then you can of course still sleep with me, you can use your room to play and put all your toys in there." seonghwa held him in his arms while saying that, finally understanding why he was been so down today.

"is that why you've been acting like this since the morning? you thought we'd kick you out of our room?" hongjoong caressed his head to comfort the small boy who nodded in response.

"moon, we would never want you away from us. if you wanted to sleep with us, you could've told us. don't think you couldn't talk about this with us, okay?"

"so I can still sleep with you?" moon asked them again. as if they could say no to him.

"of course you can. I can't sleep without you either, moon." seonghwa said making him smile again.