Fall Of The Eldest - Percy Jackson

Life Lesson

Okay so... something kind of happened to me, and I just need to talk to people who can relate to this.

Who here that goes to school has had run ins with idiotic egotistical bullies who pray on what you love?

That was me today.

As a lot of you know, I am homosexual and I have mixed pronouns, also meaning I'm in the LGBTQ community.

So a lot of people bully me for that, and I'm use to it. I love who I am, this is my style and the only one who will change it, is me. You should too.

Anywho, I was enjoying lunch with my friends when an old buddy of mine was being bullied. I politely asked the people who were hurting my younger friend to back off, and when they didn't, I did the irresponsible thing of spilling my drink on them.

Then they started whining and soon, their brother, who HATES me, came and started screaming at me about disrespecting his brother. I didn't even know the two were related.

Anyhow, he screamed threats and swears at me, and out of the blue a bunch of his Friends come to back him up.

Soon, 40 kids of all ages give or take, are screaming at me. Swearing, yelling, threatening, calling me "Fag"

I got pissed, knowing my friends were behind me in shock at all this, and they too were in the LGBTQ community, I starting screaming what probably everyone wants to hear.

It was a mess

My friends had never seen me cry and I wanted it to stay like that for a while.

So I do the obvious thing and let tears come.

Later, when I was talking to a supervisor about the whole ordeal, they were mocking my expressions d my anger.

I'm trying to refrain from crying right now. My hands are still shaking. I've been calling friends about their perspective of the situation, now I want yours.

So this leads me to a message a guess...

You have to love yourself, that is the only way to power through this. I know, cheesy. But it's the truth. People will hate, always have and will, but with the love for yourself, and the people who love you for you, you'd be surprised at what you can do.

I know that I lot of you have dark thoughts about yourself.

That you're a joke, useless, talentless, dumb, weak.

But here's a slap of reality, they are. Those people who side with you on those dark thoughts of yourself are the weak ones.

They are dumb for making assumptions of you. They are jokes for believing that messing with someone who is unique and beautiful who they are is funny are the jokes.

They don't have talents, so they prey on those who do.

They are the weak ones who can't find beauty in their lives.

If something fits and is comfortable, wear it.

It's you.

But hey, what do I know? I'm just a 14 year old who is gender dysphoric and 5 weeks away from the end of school.

Next update will be within the week in case you are wondering.

I just wanted to get this off my chest, I can't stop thinking about it.

I'm not joking when it was a hoard of kids, you know those high school movies where a bunch of kids crowd around two people who are about to fist fight? That was me.

Please, I beg of you to share your opinion on this. I spent a half hour in the office with this, watching security cameras.

I don't know what hurt most.

The horrible things so many people were saying

Seeing the main guy of the group file a complaint against me.

Or getting my friends involved.

Words like that will always hurt, there's no way around it.

Just don't let them control you.

So for now, read, vote, comment and post.

I'll see you around.

Hydro fury
4/28/23