Teach me how to love

20

"Happy Anniversary!"

It's been 365 days since I love this man...since I was loved by Tristan Gabriel Salvador.

"May teddy bear akong regalo sayo"

I gave him the pregnancy test which came positive when I got home. Kahit alam ko na buntis na ako ay tinago ko padin yung test.

Naging mahirap yung pagtago ko ng ilang araw para paguwi ni Tristan from his business trip ay ma surprise siya sa anniversary namin.

Agad kong pinakita ang anak namin. I got an ultrasound picture from our family doctor. Our baby is very much safe and healthy.

"Tristan..." hindi na ako nakasalita ng hinalikan niya ako at niyakap.

"Daddy na ako?" Tanong niya.

"Yes, hubby" sagot ko at nakita ko na hindi pa nag sisink in sakanya ang lahat.

"Sorry" bulong niya.

Hindi ako kinabahan dahil alam ko naman na wala siyang ginagawang masama...kinabahan ako dahil parang naiiyak na siya.

"I'm sorry for all the things I did and did not.  It must have been hard for you, I'm sure naging mahirap sayo ang ikasal saakin. For all the things that we did and didn't, Those are memories I choose to keep forever. You used to say na napilitan akong mahalin ka...ang totoo niyan ay minahal nalang kita bigla dahil ikaw. Anyone would fall for someone like you."

"Ashley, Thank you for everything" He kissed me deeply as if all his feelings were poured in this kiss.

"I love you" bulong ko sakanya at lumod siya para mayakap ang tyan ko.

"Daddy will take good care of you and Mommy" sabi niya sa tummy ko.

I just laughed because I kinda knew that this will be his reaction. My baby daddy is so cute.

He was crying when he got a chair para maupo na daw ako while he just hug me.

"Let's be more careful, love" sabi niya sakin and I agreed.

"What if we take a leave from work? I know you would take one pero dapat ako din" sabi niya at natatawa na ako.

"It's fine for me to work pa, love" sabi ko.

"Pero baka mastress ka. Hindi pwede na mastress ang dalawang baby ko" sabi niya naman.

"I'm in my first semester so for both our peace of mind...I will stop working" sabi ko dahil bago ko din sabihin sakanya ay naka research na ako. It's said that first semester is very crucial.

Naging mabilis ang araw and I will now have my checkup syempre ngayon ay kasama ko si Tristan. He would not miss this! Mas excited pa siya sakin.

"They are very healthy babies"

"You're having twins"

Sunod sunod na sabi ng doctor and I swear my life flashed between my eyes. The happiness I was feeling can't be composed to words.

I looked at my world which was Tristan and our babies...Me and Tristan were both so so so happy.

"You are now called Grandparents" Tristan said to our parents and I saw how their eyes sparks the same with us when we knew about it.

"You're pregnant?" Tanong nila saakin and I nodded.

Niyakap nila ako ng dahan dahan at tinignan ang tyan ko. Binigay ko naman sakanila yung result from the doctor.