Mama Find Me

Chapter 4

Aia's POV

Yesterday was terrible but not really isn't it? Well granma scolded me, uncle too scolded me but I met a beautiful lady. I'm wondering what does she think of me? Will she gonna like me? I wanna see her again.

I want to hold hands with her again. Yesterday while we were walking holding each other's hands. I feel that it's so soft and smooth and warm. I feel so safe as I hold onto her hand, it felt so different. That's why I didn't let go. I wonder why, I never felt something like that before. And... and the funny thing is I love how her hand's smell. After she left the building, I smell her perfume on my left hand. I love it!!! It smells like a sweet cherries and theres something else that I can't really tell. I hope to be her friend. She seems nice, really nice.

I need to finish my school work early today so I can come to the office. Uncle-daddy will get mad again if I will not. It's really boring being home schooled. I wanna go back to school. But it will be real hard for me.

First of all, because of how 'tall' I am. I'm gonna get bullied for sure. A year after I decide to stop doing track and field. I just stop growing. Back in the elementary days, I was one of the tall girls but I don't know what happened? When I turned 12, I didn't get any taller since then. I remain like 4'11 until today. Why didn't I just reach 5'0 flat? That is so unfair right? Granma said maybe because of our genes. My mom is not that tall too she's only 5'3. Her younger sister is even smaller than me she's only 4'8. Can you imagine that? Well, at least I'm not the smallest in the family. But how I wish I got Dad's height, his 5'11. Oh how I wish Mom and Dad is here. I miss them so much.

Second of all, I don't know if I can still handle being in school. I was having hard time. It's like I'm lost, I dont even wanna talk to anyone. Even to my school friends back then. I spent my time alone always. The only reason I join sports is so I can make myself so busy and exhaust myself so when I come home I'll just go to sleep. I was struggling back then and I felt so incomplete.

Third of all, because of my littlespace uncle-daddy just decided for me to be home schooled. Well it's for the better I guess. There are times that I really can't help being in my headspace. I'm loving it anyway, but now that I have no one to look and take care of me I don't think I can be in my little space for the next coming days. Plus I'm sure Alice is downstairs again. She's always there to do it when I have no one. I'm so grateful for what's she's doing for both us.

I hopped out of bed and go to take a shower. Bath time is skip for today. I wanna play in the shower today. The water has been running for about 30 minutes when I heard a knock on the door.

"Sweetheart, that's enough. Time for breakfast. I made your favorite!" the older lady said enthusiastically. I know she just wants me to stop on wasting the water. Mischievous little Aia loves to play in the shower you know. Who doesn't, tell me?

I decided to turn off the shower and the door, I instantly opens it, Me still being naked and water dripping all over my body. I got out of the bathroom and goes to granma.

"Really?" I said excitedly in a squeaky tone while clapping my hands.

"Yes! And not again. You making the floor all wet." Alice said regretfully as she goes in to the bathroom to get a towel for me. I tap my feet on the puddle forming on the floor.

"I'm just excited, Granma. I miss your waffles!" I said delightedly. I loves Granma Alice's waffles so much. I can eat it all day.