Mama Find Me

Chapter 19

Stella's POV

The little girl latched onto my breast eventually having a hard time suckling after few minutes. I had to help her few times by fixing her latch so she can get more of my milk. It hurts when she sucked very strong, I'm glad she took my full breast this time and not just my nipple which feels so much better.

I feel her body getting more relax into mine as I look into her eyes. My eyes cried nonstop. I had to blow my nose several time and wipe my tears so I can see her clearly. It took her 15 minutes to drain my left breast, she whined and get so unpleased after no milk is coming out.

"Shhhsss you're okay, we gonna go to the other boob, milk monster." I shushed her. I switched her to the other breast and that didn't please her much. She quickly latched onto my right breast and get back to the rhythm of suckling quick.

This feeling is magical. The happiness I feel right now is indescribable and my heart is full. I continue to caress her cheeks and talk to her as I feed her. I don't know if she can understands me but her eyes are like twinkling.

Her fingers goes up into my lips just like a normal baby would do when feeding time. I hold her hand and kiss it and fake biting her fingers which makes her laugh and the milk leak from the side of her mouth.

"Fill your tummy, sweetheart, you need to go to sleep." She seems to understand and get back to suckle that instant. The room is so quiet and you can only hear the suckling noise she's doing. After she drained my breast I burp her letting her sit in my lap and pat her back. She spit out some milk after having a big burp.

"Good job, little one!" I praised her as I cradle her back in my arms.

"Let's go back to sleep." I kissed her head and she instantly fell asleep. She's still hot. If her fever doesn't go away I'll bring her to the hospital tomorrow. I don't want anything bad happen to her.

I try to put her down few times but she is being awaken by that. Instead of going back to my room, I think I'll just sleep with her here on her bed. Well, it's pretty big enough for both of us. But I got no shirt. I'll just think about it tomorrow. I will wake up early in the morning before Richard comes home. We both had a long day and I'm exhausted too.

The little girl sleep on top of me koalaing tightly to my body. I think I will get used to this. I love holding this girl close to me. The innocence in her captivated my heart. Her being a baby fills my soul. It's like fate allowed us to meet in this lifetime and fills each other's emptiness. I smiled at her and run my fingers through her hair. I breathe in her scent and kissed her head one more time. Once I get comfortable and then closed my eyes and let my mind drift off to sleep.

"Sleep tight, Mi Vida!" I smiled.

Aia's POV

I woken up by the noise above my head, Stella or must I say Mama is snoring so loud. I love the warmth of her body though and I nuzzling more into her right now. I blink the sleepiness out of me after trying it several times and was able to open my eyes. I look up to her and she's sleeping soundly.

The snoring, it's no longer bothering me. It's much better to hear her snoring than not to. Just like what happened last night l was too scared because I thought she's not breathing anymore.

She's laying on her right side and I on my left so we basically cuddling each other and it's too close. I loved it, she smells so nice and I could stay like this forever. I got a bit shocked when I see her half naked. Her left boobie touching my face. To my surprised I realized there's something in mouth too and I am suckling. Just to realized I am attached to her right boob.

I don't know what to feel whether I'll feel embarrassed or just ignored this emotion. I dare not to remove my mouth from being latched onto her boobie instead I sucked more and more and taste the milk that is hitting my tongue. It's warm and it's sweet. It's really delicious. My wish came true. It just came true. I've been dreaming to do this ever since I know I was little. But no one from all the caregiver I had are willing to do it. That's the reason why they all leave. They can't give me what I want and what I need most.

I'm so happy. I'm happy, Mama let me have her milky. I hugged her tightly and suck more which causes Mama to wake up.

"Sweetheart, easy, you're hurting, Mama." She said in tired sleepy voice.

"Am shorey, Mama" I said while her nipple still in my mouth. I woke up not too little not even big. Just in the middle but I can't let go of her boobie right now. I will not change this for anything.

"That's okay, be gentle, please." Mama said as she kissed my head and cuddled me more. I slowly nodded my head. She instantly fell back to sleep after sometime. Mama is so tired I think.

I keep on sucking and get contented with the warmth and love I have right now. I feel my self slipping back into my headspace little by little. My hand goes into her other boob and play with her nipple while I still suckling on the other one.

"Let's go back to sleep, sweetie." Mama suddenly said as she pat my bottom which causing me to close my eyes it becomes heavy. Mama really knows how to make me go to sleep.

"I wuv chu, Mama!" I said it with my eyes close and goes back to suckling.

"Aww, I love you so, my baby!" I hear mama said to me in whisper which causing me to smile. I love her forever.

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