My Journal of Letters

Chapter-23

Vic POV

"Jaime I don't know what to do!" I said as I walked in to his room. He looked up from his phone and moved over on his bed for me to sit next to him.

"Have you tried talking to him?" He asked. I smaked his leg because he knows thats what I've been trying to do. "Okay, sorry rhetorical question. What exactly did you tell him to piss him off this much."

I covered my face with my hands and laid on my back as I remembered mine and Kellin's argument. It was funny he didn't know already because Sofia would have told him. I guess not.

"I thought Obi told you." He seemed to understand my muffled words because next thing I knew he was adjusting himself and laying next to me.

"All she told me was that you weren't coming back in the club until you made right with Kellin" He sighed. I moved my hands to my sides and kicked my feet in almost a tantrum. "Hey! How old are you? I don't need this shit at 9 in the morning." He said wrapping his feet around mine to keep them still. "Talk child."

"I- gah I told him he wasn't thinking." I sighed out genuinely ashamed.

"Elaborate please." He said. I sighed again and turned on my side to burry my face in his chest. That's the thing about Jaime that I absolutely love! He's an awesome stright best friend. He's completely straight and he doesn't care if I do this kind of stuff, he just takes it.

"Remember when I told you I took him to my special place?" I asked in to his shirt.

"Yea what about it?"

"The 'have you ever really danced' part of the song. He said that." I said carfully. "All of it..." I added. I felt him sigh and he brought his hand up to my back and started rubbing it softly as a few tears sliped from my eyes. There was a moments silence before I heard him start talking.

"So he's mad because you used something that he said that day on the you where on the roof of the old apartment?" He asked. I looked at him like he was a mind reader and he smiled at me. "I put the pieces together pretty quickly. I may be dumb but, I'm not stupid."

"He wont even talk to me for more then a minute." Said burring my face deeper in his chest.

"Okay instead of crying and being a little bit.ch about it you need to get up and drive your a.ss to his house and tell him you're not leaving until he talks to you." He had a point. I needed to be as stuborn as Kellin at this point, but I'm just too tired of all this damn drama.

"I'm so tired-"

"No you need to get up and go now!" He said sitting up. I groaned and rolled on to his lap looking up at him.

"Oh this is priceless! Stay here while I get my camera so we can make a prono." Sofia laughed. I sat up laughing with her as Jaime hit us both with a pillow.

"Relax Hime I'm kidding." She said. "Vic you staying for the movie? We're watching Fast and Furious 7." She smiled holing up a redbox movie.

"No I have to-" I was cut off by the sound of my phone going off. I looked at the caller ID and saw Kellin's name pop up. I answered quickly put the phone up to my ear. "Hel-"

"Vic?!" Kellin's mom cried on the other line.

"Cassie? What's- Whats wrong? Are you okay? Is everything okay?" I asked quickly getting the attention of Sofia. I put my attention back on what Cassie was saying.

"It- It's Kellin Vic... He's gone! I don't know where he went but he just left after you left and hasn't been back. He left his phone here along with letters for... All of us.. Vic! My baby's gone! Please help us. Please!" She sobbed. He left the letters out... That could only mean one thing... Fu.ck.

"Cass just hang on okay. We'll be there in a few." I said and almost hung up before remembering. "And Cassie." I said quickly.

"Yea?" She said a little panicked. I didn't want her to panic more so I asked for Mark. I heard shuffling before Marks voice.

"Vic?" He asked.

"Yea, um hey, don't let her read the letter. Please." I said making sure he understood.

"Yea. O-okay. We'll see you in a bit." He said holding tears in probably for Cassie's sake.

"Vic? Are you okay, you look like you've seen a ghost." Sofia said. I shook my head and blinked away the tears in my eyes.

"We have to find Kellin before it's too late." I said. Both Sofia and Jaime got on their phones to get the search party to Kellin's house.

"Leave it running!" I yeller as soon as Jaime hit the brakes in front of Kellin's house. I ran to the door and started knocking on it like a mad man and when Mark opend the door I gave him no time talk. "I need those letters and one of Kellin's shirts" I said.

He handed them to me and ran to Kellin's room and came back with his favorite shirt in hand. I took it and went back to the car yelling to him that I'd call when I found him.

"Vic!" I heard Tony yelled from Mike's car. His head was hanging out the window almost like a dog.

"GO GET CHARLIE WE NEED HIM THEN MEET US IN THE WOODS BY THE OLD HANG OUT!" I yelled to them. He nodded and put his head back in the car and Mike took off in the opposite direction. "Jaime to the bridge." I said.

I took the notes out of my pocket and looked through them. "Mom, Sara, Tay, Mark, V-" Me? He wrote me one? But, he- I- I have to read it. I began to open it but Sofia stopped me.

"Vic, don't." She said looking back at me. I looked at her and shook my head.

"I have to." I said and opened the letter.