The Diary of an obsessive idiot(diary 4)

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so idk what this rant is, and i'm to tired to write it properly so enjoy the incoherent rant.

ok, so what's on my mind is... well what do i want? why do i long for a partner? like sure they seem great but once i get one... then what? is it just for the sake of saying i'm with someone? is it just empty desire? 

idk i think it's just hollow, but i'm still going to try and dive into the unknown, cause sharing my life seems fun