The Diary of an obsessive idiot(diary 4)

I have brain damage

i swear i'm dumb as fuck.

last night i had a thought of what to say and typed it out and decided to send it this morning "hey sorry for going silent, when i heard you where on a dating side it threw me for a loop, all good now got my shit sorted out." and yes i said side, i was in bed when i just decided to grab my phone and type it.

i know it's nothing fancy or smart but i had a moment of clarity about how i felt and thought about the situation. it comes close to confessing again but idk.