going off what i said yesterday about my mate ghosting me cause for some reason trade school makes me very clingy and obsessive, it's over for the year now but i'm still going to write this.
not going to lie the fact that they're ghosting me kind of shits me, but at the same time i've got to realise while she may mean a lot to me it doesn't go both ways. i mean yes i feel strongly towards her but that's one sided, hell i'd almost call it a parasocial relationship of a kind. plus i need to realise she may have stuff going down on her end, maybe a death of a family member, who knows? point is i shouldn't get annoyed at her for not responding, she's got her own life she's got to live.
idk if that's coherent or not but it's whatever
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The Diary of an obsessive idiot(diary 4)
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