Jason and Justin

Chapter 14 Stairtower

Justin's POV

I found Jason sitting on the stairs that led up to the roof. My heart went out to him as he sat with his head down looking at the floor.

"Jason." I said cautiously.

He looked up at me. I had expected him to be crying but to my surprise his eyes were dry. I guess all his tears were on the inside. "I though I confined you to the room bud."

"I wanted to make sure you were okay." I said hoping he did not put me back in the corner or give me another whipping. "I'll go back if you want me to."

"No you're fine." He said.

"Are you okay?" I asked him.

"I'm okay." Jason said unconvincingly. Jane's rejecton of hurt him more than the spanking he gave me. And that spanking had been excruciating. My backside was still on fire so I can imagine how badly his heart was suffering right now.

I looked at him awkwardly for a few seconds and then said "So Jane use to spank you." I was still having a hard time believing it.

"Yep." Jason said.

"I'm sorry." I leaned against the outside railing.

"Dont be." Jason said. "I deserved them."

"Did mom and dad know?" I asked.

"Yes."

"How did I not know?" I asked. I was always around them. You would think I would I have noticed my brother being spanked by my sister. Or at least heard it.

"Jane was better at being discrete about than I am." Jason told me. "You were either outside playing or downstairs watching TV when it happened."

Memories of Jason getting in trouble with Jane and me being sent outside or watch TV passed through my mind. How I would not see him for the east of the day.

"Also remember when Jane's boyfriend Colin would take you for ice cream?"

"Yeah that was fun." I smiled at the memory.

"Ever wonder why I didn't go with you guys."

"Oh." My smile turned into a frown as the realization hit.

"That was when she would use the belt on me." Justin said.

"I just thought you didn't want ice cream." I facepalmed. "I'm so stupid."

"No you were ten." He said.

"So why didn't she ever spank me?' I asked. I know I had given plenty of reason to. But all she ever did was scold me or send me to my room for an hour.

"For the same reason mom and dad never disciplined you." He said. "Because you were the baby. She coddled you just like they did. I spolied you too until I realized that it was doing you more harm than good."

"I'm surprised you didn't resent me." Justin said.

"Not at all." Jason said. "You're my little brother I love you. I could never hate or resent you."

"I love you too." I said and then a awkward look crossed my face. There was something that had been on my mind that I wanted to talk to him about for awhile but did not know how.

"What's wrong?"

"Its nothing."

"Tell me."

Nervous juices in my stomach bubbled as I said "I understand you need to punish me when I am bad but can you also reward me when I good. Praise me when I do well on a test, give me a slap on the back for a job well done, tell me that your proud of me."

"I can do that."

"And hug me." I said.

"I hug you."

"Yeah after you finish spanking me or lecturing me." I said. "But can you just give me a hug for the heck of it."

"If that is what you want."

"That's what I want." I said. "If you are going to be a parent to me I need you to be an affectionate one not just a domineering would." I then gave him a questioning look. "If you are okay with that."

"I'm okay with that."

"Not too much affection." Justin said. "Just enough that I feel loved."

"Okay." He then got up and walked over to me and gave me a hug. "I'm sorry little brother. I try to do better with the positive reinforcement."

"Thank you."

He then let me go just in time for the elevator doors to open. Billy stepped out with another student. "Hey guys." Billy said.

"Hey." I said. I could feel my cheeks going warm with embarrasment again.

"Hey Billy."

"Is everything okay?" Billy asked with concern in his eyes.

"Everything is fine." Justin said and I gave him a assuring nod.

"Guys this Oliver the other hall leader." Billy said. "Oliver this is Jason and Justin."

"Nice to meet you." Oliver said put his hand out to Jason.

"Nice to meet you too." Jason said.

He then shook my hand and two words entered my mind. He knows. He knows I got a spanking from Jason. I can see it in his eyes.

I can feel my cheeks glowing bright red.

"If you don't mind I would like to Justin in private." Billy said.

"Sure." Jason said.

As I walked through the door I heard Oliver say to Jason. "Let's take a walk."

The door closed behind me and I asked "What's going on?"

"Nothing you need to worry about." He then opened the door to our room. "Go in."

We walked in and once the door was closed Billy said. "Pull up your shirt for me."

"He didn't  hit my back with the belt." I said as I pulled the back of my shirt up. "Just my butt."

"I'm glad to hear that." He said as he inspected my back.

I then turned and lifted the front of my shirt so he could see my chest.

"But if he ever does you will be sure to tell me." Billy said.

"I will." I dropped my shirt and saw doubt in his eyes. "I promise."

"Good." Billy said. "I might not be your brother but I am looking out for you."

"I know." I said. "And I appreciate that."

"You are okay though."

"I'm fine."

"I spoke with the hall leader below us."

"Les."

"Yes." He said. "He said you're spanking sounded pretty intense."

"Aren't they all?"

"Some more than others." He answered.

"It was but as I said I'm fine." Justin said.

"Okay." He said with uncertainty dancing across his face. He then eyed the phone. "Why is the phone off the hook?" He walked over to it and hung it up.

"I was avoiding my sister." I told him.

"Well my girlfriend should be calling soon." He said. "And I don't want to miss her call." The phone then rang. He answered it and then looked at me. "Its for you."

Crap I thought. Its Jan again.

I took the phone and with a lack of enthusiasm in my voice said "Hello."

"Justin." A stern voice then said. "Why haven't you boys called."

It was not Jan. It was my dad. And he sounded upset. A cold shiver went up my spine.