Jason and Justin

Chapter 20 Jason in the corner

Jason POV

I stood in the corner for ten minutes until the realization hit me that I did nothing wrong. I had every right to be upset with them for what they did to us. They were the disrespectful ones not me.

Heck they wouldn't have even noticed that we hadn't called them if it wasn't for their friends asking about us. Its not like we are a top priority to them. If we were Jane would not have had to play mommy to me and I would not have to play daddy to Justin.

I lowered my arms as the feelings of frustration and angst returned to me. I stepped out of the corner pushing away any slivers of guilt I might be feeling.

I have no reason to feel guilty I told myself.

I then eyed the phone thinking I should give Jane a call. The thought made me uncomfortable. She was probably still angry with me for spanking Justin which is ironic considering all the ones she gave me when I was younger. She is not going to listen to me, the only thing I will be doing is subjecting myself to her vitriol.

And I've had enough to last a life time.

But I promised my parents I would call. And I risk Justin being sent back home if I break my promise. Not that he would mind of course. He would love to go home where he can freely hang around his friends who are bad influence again.

I can't allow that. I can't risk what life altering things they might get him into. No he is better with me where I can keep eye on him. Where I can make sure that he stays out of any serious trouble.

Fine I will call them and try to convince her to let them see Wyatt I told myself. But I don't make any promises. Why should she listen to me, the guy who she use to put over a knee and spank with a wooden spoon. She wouldn't that's why even if she did not hate me right now.

I walked over to the phone, picked up the reciever, and slowly pushed into the buttons as I tried to summon the courage to talk to her.

My mind to the Justin's conversation with here. The things she said. Well the things she had Justin say to me. How she treated me the weeks leading up to our going to college.

How she rejected me.

Told me I wasn't her brother anymore.

I could feel my trepidation quickly dissipate to be replaced by anger. Righteous indignation for how she treated me, how she judged me, turned on me.

All I was doing was following your example. Trying to be a good brother to Justin like you had been a good sister to me.

I began to grind my teeth as the pain she caused me bubble inside me.

Stop it I said. Anger and resentment are going to do me about as much good fear and guilt.

I pushed those feeling away and forced myself to focus on the task at hand.

"Hello." Reuben's voice came over the speaker.

"Hello Reuben." I said. "May I with Jane."

"Now is not a good time." Her husband told him.

"Please." I said.

"Sorry she is not in the best frame of mind to speak with you right now." He told me. "Try again tomorrow when she has calmed."

"I'm not going to calm down." I heard her shout. "Tell him that I think he is a disgusting human being and I am ashamed that we share the same DNA."

Her words hit me in the gut.

"As I said not a good time."

"Tell him." Jane said.

"I heard." I said with defeat in my voice. "I should go."

"Okay." Reuben said. "Have a nice night."

"Don't tell him to have a nice night." I heard her scream.

"You too." I said.

I then hung up and rested my head my against the phone letting out a hard sigh. I would cuss right now but then I would have to wash my mouth out with soap and I really didn't want to have to do that.

I then heard the door open. I turned thinking it was Billy and Justin returning from the social palor. It was not.

"Hey Tommy."

"Hey." Tommy said giving me an odd look. I guess he was not too comfortable around me yet.

"How was dinner?"

"It was good." He answered. "Where are Billy and Jason?"

"Well Jason is here talking to you right now." I told him. "Billy and Justin are at the social palor."

"Sorry." Tommy said a bit embarrassed.

"Its okay." I said. "It happens alot." My parents should have showed a little more imagination in naming us. "I'm going to head over there you want to go."

"Sure." He shrugged.

A few minutes late we were waiting at the door of the elevator as it made it way up. The doors opened and Mason Oliver's roommate stepped out. He greeted both of us and we said hi back as we walked onto the elevator.

As the doors closed I could not help but wonder if Mason is the roommate he spanks. Hard to believe considering he was a good five inches taller than Oliver. But then again Oliver looks pretty strong. He would probably have no problem giving him a rather severe spanking.

I then pushed thought out of mind deciding that it was none of my business. And honestly I didn't really want to know.

I just hope Justin is behaving himself.