The Jedi I Should Be || Anakin x Reader

3 - Nightmares

Y/n POV
While I slept I was tossing and turning. Sweat all over my forehead. After finding out Darth Vader is my best friends Anakin I for some reason haven't been able to keep my mind off of him. Being around him again made me feel absolutely rejuvenated again like when we where kids. Whether he's the horror stories I've heard about or not. It was something strange. For a few days I've been able to get feelings if he's in a bad mood or not. Somehow I was able to read him even if him and I aren't in the same room.

Lately I've been able to almost hear and see him. Then again, I must just be crazy. I wasn't a Jedi who's able to do these things easily. A few days had gone by and it seemed like I could almost feel where Anakin was on this ridiculously large space station and he seemed to be able to do the same with me. I always chalked it up as he was able to sense everyone. But when he seemed to almost check on me I felt like he was only doing that to me. I'm nuts. I have to be.

As I tossed and turned in my sleep I felt myself plummeting into darkness of my dream.

(TW: mentions of torture and abuse)

Within the dream
I was panting heavily. Sweat covering my whole body as I wore just a sports bra. The cruel master I was owned by beating me to the point I almost fell unconscious. But if I did I know when I'd wake I'd suffer worse. How? Because he's done it plenty times before. Bruises where all over my stomach, back, chest, arms, and legs. My blue shorts stopped to the middle of my thighs.

I was training and fighting a robotic dummy for the next coming fight. My master had a lot of money put down on me to win. A lot of people did for that matter. Ever since I was bought by this monster he trained me to fight. And each fight I lost. I'd get beaten almost to death. You learn fast when that's your punishment each time. After he trained me in hand to hand, weapons such as guns and regular stuff like beam weapons I was pretty versatile.

But again, I hated killing and I refused to do so. Some of my h/c hair sticking to my face that had come out of my pony tail. I started to pant as I kicked the robot and shut him off. I leaned over for a moment to get air in my lungs. The only thoughts that got me over all of this was thinking about Anakin. Why I held him so close to my heart after so many years I didn't know. But I did. And sometimes I swore I could feel him. It made the torture go by easier.

"Great job beautiful!" I scrunched my face hearing him call me that. He walked in holding a glass of whiskey in one of his hands. That was always his drink of choice. He looked like a handsome man on the outside. Nice tanned skin, dark brown hair, brown eyes, six feet tall, nice and fit. His outside appearance was enough to make people fall. But when I was sold to this man I sensed he wasn't good. How, I have no idea still.

"You'll win me big! I can't wait!" He smirked at me taking a sip of his whisky. I looked to the ground as I felt his hand thrust my face forcefully to meet his gaze. "You'll look at your owner when he's speaking to you" he made the ice move in his glass as he forced a kiss upon my lips. I tasted the whiskey which made me want to vomit.

I knew in this dream it was just that, a dream. But it felt real enough for me to feel helpless. When I looked away from his face I noticed someone standing not far off. My eyes widened when I notice it was Anakin. He was looking angry but I felt the hand of my face thrust my face to his again. "What did I say?!" I sighed and looked to him. "Oh. I'm sorry, am I that boring for you?"

He walked over to his desk which gave me enough time to notice Anakin standing there once again. Which I couldn't understand. He wasn't truly there before. "Well?!" I heard the metal get picked up. My eyes went wide as I took my attention away from Anakin when I knew what he picked up. The same harsh shock saber he punished all his slaves with. When my head turned his way he thrusted it quickly. I didn't have time to react as I got hit across my back. I screamed and fell on the floor in front of Anakin.