The Jedi I Should Be || Anakin x Reader

6 - How do you feel?

Y/n POV
I woke up happily this morning. After falling asleep beside Anakin last night after all that had happened I felt— shit what word could be used for how I was feeling? Amazing? I don't think that's good enough. As I ate in the cafeteria I started to daydream. My right hand playing with the necklace he got me. A smile grew across my face. Travis had been around earlier to check on me since he heard what Marcus had done and he pretty much couldn't believe it.

I didn't really trust him right now and I still had to talk to him about what he did to me but, I didn't feel like it. When I finished I found myself lost in thought heading to the hanger. I turned up some music as I got to work. Practically dancing as I fixed the broken up ships. Admriel Harken walking in as Anakin stood behind him. I finished up the one ship as I heard my music get turned off. "Miss l/n" I gasped and I was fighting to not drop my wrench again that I lost grip on. When I finally grabbed it I turned around to see Harken and Anakin.

"Hello admiral!" I gave a chuckle as I walked over to him in just a tank stop and black jeans. "This music is way to loud. I can hear it down the hall." He spoke out sternly. Anakin was just smirking to me like he had even since I looked to him. He always knew I loved to dance and work. Ever since we where kids. "Sorry sir" as Harken turned to leave Anakin stayed and watched him leave. I moved side to side making a funny face at him behind his back and as soon as Harken turned fast to look at me I snapped back to being normal again.

I gave him a smile and I noticed Anakin trying hard not to laugh. When the doors closed I heard him give me a laugh. "This music is to loud" I said in a mocking tone. "Sorry sir! I live in the modern ages! Music that's upbeat shouldn't be silent!" Anakin walked to me and put his hood down. I felt his gaze on me which made me smile. My heart fluttered and my eyes went up and down him twice before I looked down. "How can I held you Ani?" He walked to the ship I was working on. "Thanks for last night" I blinked a few times. "Oh! Um. Of course. Anything for you"

His smirk grew. "Oh really? Anything?" He walked to me and towered over me. I looked up to him and narrowed my eyes. "Are you...are you teasing me right now?" I was surprised. He hasn't teased me since we lived on Tatooine. He smirked. "Maybe" his eyes looked between mine and then I noticed how his eyes went to my lips. This simple action made my heart skip a beat and my stomach do a flip. He took a step to me and I took a step back. "Why are you backing up from me y/n?" I felt my breath hitch in my throat. "I- uhh" my face lighting up.

He didn't know how I had feelings for him. I've never told him. Not then and not now either. "Hm?" He tilted his head as he bent down to meet my eyes. His scent was musky and he oddly smelt like the forest. My breathing got a bit heavy. His close proximity was actually killing me right now. I think he noticed my emotions as he got so close our noses touched. He was being way to bold if this was just to tease me. "Maybe I like your scent. That's why I'm so close" he spoke softly as his eyes went to my lips again. "A-Ani~" I said through a shaky breath.

I bit my bottom lip as I knew he listened to my thoughts. This oddly made him narrow his eyes. I leaned closer to him as my lips grazed his and our shaky breaths mixed together. I knew if I kissed him I wouldn't be able to come back from it. I had wanted him for so long. "Y/n.." he said my name softly as I grabbed his cloak and crashed my lips to his. His eyes went wide but he kissed me back. The feeling of love, happiness, and even lust filled these kisses and my emotions. Which I felt coming from him too.

As our lips moved in sync I felt his hand run up my hip to my neck. His touch made me groan this caused him to lick the bottom of my lip to ask to go inside. Once my lips parted he made his tongue rush inside as he played with my tongue. I gave a moan as he seemed to press himself on me after that. When we finally parted for air our chest rising and falling hard. I noticed his eyes where his normal blue. Which made me shocked. Oh how I missed those wonderful blue eyes of his. I placed my hands on his cheeks as I gave his lips one tender kiss.