The Jedi I Should Be || Anakin x Reader

5 - Its a force thing

Y/n POV
"-And that's how you meditate to control your force abilities. Y/n, are you even listening to me" he narrowed his eyes at me. I flinched and shook my head. I unfortunately drifted off when he was doing such boring stuff. But I somehow understood. "Y/n, in order to control this you need to listen to me and pay close attention" he spoke this as he eye rolled.

I rubbed my neck and chuckled a bit. "Sorry Ana—" he narrowed his eyes at me when I said that as I felt a slight panic. "Nnnnnn vader!" He rolled his eyes again "smooth save." I gave a nervous chuckle. "You can call me that I guess" I looked shocked "huh?" He looked to me "when we are alone you can call me Anakin. But only you can call me that. Don't tell anyone" I smiled brightly as he felt my happiness rush from me to him as he gave a smirk closing his eyes.

"Now, come here. Sit in front of me" he sat down on the floor as I sat in front of him like he asked. He had amazing posture, his dirty blonde hair touching his forehead, his eyes weirdly where not as yellow as before, his face was so handsome. He looked like he was an Angel. He held his left hand out. I looked to him confused. "Place your opposite hand on mine and keep it there. I'm going to help unlock some of your force abilities. And help guide you through them"

I let out a shaky breath as I placed my left palm on his right. As our skin touched I felt goosebumps rise on my body. His skin was so soft, his touch made my heart jump. But then I felt a rush flow threw me. Closing my eyes I almost felt like something within myself opened up. Anakin was sitting in front of me calm like he had done this before. As I stood in a large black area feeling this power I noticed a slight blue flame in the middle of the room. "That is your force link." Anakin spoke out calmly.

"Force link?" I looked to it and watched how it dances so beautifully. He nodded as he kept his eyes closed and our hands kept the connection. "All people who are able to use the force have this flame within themselves. Some flames are larger then others while some are overwhelming" as I listened to his voice I watched the flame. As I felt this power within myself I felt a wave from our connection as I saw another flame and Anakin stood before his own. A look of confusion on his face as our force flames merged and became one. "Uhhhhhh, what is happening?"

Anakin just watched as he slowly opened his eyes and I did the same. He had held my hand gently and didn't let go. "I don't know. But...I am trying to find out." I smiled at him a bit. It has been two weeks since I got hurt and today was technically my birthday. But spending time with Anakin was a great birthday gift. I didn't see him for so long and finally having him back made me happy. "That's right" he spoke randomly. He held his gloved right hand up as a box floated over to him and he placed it in front of him. I looked to him shocked. "It's a force thing. Here" as I slowly took my hand away which seemed to make us both sad I looked to the box.

"What's this for?" He huffed "it's your birthday y/n. Open it" sighing I looked to him. "You didn't need to do this Anakin" he narrowed his eyes. "Don't look a gift horse in the mouth" I narrowed my eyes back at him. I don't think he's used to people doing this to him anymore. But he oddly enjoyed this. I could tell. "Fine" I gave in because I was truly curious. He smirked triumphantly as he watched me lift the boxes lid. When I looked into it I pulled out a necklace. My jaw dropped as I looked to it.

The chain was silver and had a silver made open heart pendant on the end. I loved simple jewelry but I've never had my own since I was always a slave. I rubbed my thumb across it as he looked to me. Almost like he couldn't find words as he looked to me. "Do you like it?" He finally spoke. My smile slowly going across my face. "I absolutely love it" I put it on me as I looked to him. It didn't hit me very fast before but, he was truly right in front of me.

This necklace was proof I had him back in my life after he had been gone for so long. Before I had time to think I thrusted myself onto him and hugged him tightly. His eyes went wide but he slowly wrapped his arms around me and held me close. I held him so tight like if I let go he'd vanish from me. "I'm not going to vanish" he whispered in my ear which sent a shiver down my spine. "I'm so glad to have you back in my life Ani" his smile grew as I called him the nickname his mother and I called him.