The Jedi I Should Be || Anakin x Reader

4 - You

Vader/Anakin POV
After watching the blast thrust y/n across the room I had quickly gotten what I came for and got into my ship and rushed back to the Death Star. The feeling of the pain from her was almost to much for even myself. There was no way she only got burned! As I clenched my jaw I flew the ship as fast as I could and I slammed my hand on the wheel. This damn thing can't go any faster!

When I landed I walked out seeing Felix nod to me as I walked past him quickly. "My lord. I must report that a rebel bomb happened in the hanger earlier today." As I didn't pay him much mine since I already fucking knew he continued. "Casualties?" I kept walking acting like I didn't know anything. "None. But our ship mechanic got critically hurt. She's in with the doctors now"

As I looked his way I stopped for a moment. "What's her condition?" He looked shocked that I would even care. I myself was too, but I could feel she was barely hanging on. This made me feel panicked and hurt. I felt her pain and I couldn't hear any thoughts. "I- am not sure my lord" I raised my hand and began to force choke him. He gasped for air as I growled. "Why wouldn't you think I'd want to know? Did you at least find the rebels who planted the bomb?"

I let lose just enough he could speak as he gasped for air for a moment. "I- I did my l-lord! They're being held in the cells!" I dropped him and walked to the medical wing. Why I was feeling so panicked that she could die was beyond me. But the feeling of absolute emptiness was slowly washing over me. When I entered the area people froze in fear. I could sense all of them but I tuned it out. As I saw y/n laying on the medical table with over ten doctors and five nurses rushing all around her to clean her up and help her I growled angry.

They where cleaning up the large burn from her shoulders down to the lower parts of her back. In her left shoulder where pieces of metal that where being removed. Listening in to the doctors thoughts he was shocked she was even alive. He was trying to figure out how this was possible. Listening to them one by one I learned she had a piece of metal in her lung they had removed and they're trying to make her stable. Her arms and legs had cuts and burns. A larger piece of metal had gone through her heart. My eyes narrowed as the doctors thoughts came rushing in.

She's a waste of our medical supplies. If we try and take out the metal from her heart she'll die. We'd have to waste bacta on her.

I clenched my fists as I narrowed my eyes at that doctor. "Save her!" I boomed out loudly and threateningly. They all jumped when they realized I was there and froze. "If she dies then everyone in there will die too!" The amount of fear I sensed coming out of that room doubled and they rushed to save her at all costs. I had to report my findings to him and report about this attack. "Give me updates on her condition Felix." He flinched and nodded in respect. "Yes sir!"

I turned and left the room. I couldn't stand seeing her like that. I wanted to heal her, I wanted to even hold her and comfort her. The fact I couldn't hear her thoughts drove me nuts! When I made it to my office I tried hard to push her out of my mind to mentally prepare myself for this call. As I walked to my desk I pressed the button. I got down on my knee as his hologram appeared.

"Ah. Lord vader my boy. What do you have to report to me?" I hated when he called me his boy. Then again, everything about this walking raisin bothered me. "I called to report that I got the intel from the rebel base on Hoth. I am going to send it to you after this call." He smiled his disgusting smile at me "good lord vader. I am very pleased with your work" as I looked up to him he noticed I was a bit agitated. Though he didn't know truly why I was. "What is it my boy?"

"I also have to report while I was away, somehow rebels got on bored and planted a bomb on one of the ETA-2 class fighters. I was informed they have been caught. I'll be going to interrogate them shortly" he looked rather upset by this. But he seemed something else. It was always hard to read him. "Any deaths?" I shook my head "no. We just have our best ship mechanic in critical condition. She's in the hospital now, probably already in becta" he giving a hm noises before he even replied. "She is rather good from what I have heard. At least she isn't dead. She is still useful to to us."