loop (yandere hashira x reader)

one more love song

Your couldn't stop crying the entire night, you didn't even touch your food you just let Yumi have it. She was almost to upset to eat as well.

She didn't know why you were upset and laid with you the whole night. Even after you tired yourself out she was still there keeping gruad.

In the morning she could feel how intense your feeling of dread were. And when you made her stay in the room she was confused. You kissed her on the head and left.

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You walked into the room and felt very cold, Shinobu's eyes were glued to you as soon as she heard the door open.

"Good morning (y/n)-chan." She smiled and tilted her head. You were beyond scared. It was her smile the smile she had always used on you. One you used to love but now made you feel ill.

"Good morning Shinobu..." You said, and she motioned for you to sit beside her. And you did to scared to find out what would happen if you didn't.

"I think I'll feed you today." She said giving a closed eyed smile.

"I'm not a baby-" You blurted out.

"I said I think I will feed you." She glared at you using the same stare as last night. You whimpered and nodded your head. "Good! I'm sure you'll enjoy this meal." She said her voice laced with malice.

You were scared to eat it now. You knew she worked with poisons and such... What if she tried to poison you? You cant even look her straight in the face. It felt like a giant rock had just fallen on you when she bought some food up to your lips.

"Open up (y/n)-chan. It tastes good im promise."

What did she do..? You were side eyeing her but all you could see was her smile. It was an evil one for sure, you wanted nothing more then to run away right now.

You slowing opened your mouth and she shoved it in a little aggressively. You slowly chewed. It didn't taste off...

"Whats wrong don't like my cooking? Maybe you should just cook for me from now on."

Forget about demons this woman was one. She was pure evil.

But you let her keep feeding you until both of your trays were empty. You felt like you needed to through up, you dont know if it was just the fact that she over fed you or if she poisoned the food.

"(Y/n) your not looking so well... Something the matter?" She smiled. That smile almost sent you over the line. "Dont throw up on me now, I'm sure its not that bad."

"May I please be excused... Yumi has been in the room for quite awhile I think I need to take her outside." Shinobu gave you a look, she knew you wanted to leave. But she did what she needed to you didn't have to stay by her side right now.

"Go ahead be back soon." It was simple, be back soon.

"Thank you.." And you left straight to the nearest washroom.

You were terrified, you didn't know what she did to the food at all. For all you know there could have been nothing wrong with it. But you weren't talking chances.

You didn't have to make yourself throw up you almost immediately did. But that was not all the food you ate.

You shoved your fingers down your throat, and gagged till you threw up. Once, twice, three times until you were only puking stomach acid.

If she did put anything in your food it was likely already in your system, she fed you slowly. But puking it up would help at least a little.

You wipped your mouth a stood up. You poked your head out of the door to make sure no one was there. And ran off the your room to get Yumi, she was already waiting for you at the door. She looked so sad and confused.

Even after throwing up, you still felt nauseous and your head was pounding like crazy. You were moving much slower than usual as well.

You rushed to scoop her up, and went outside. Just to the garden. Where the kakushi were replanting the flowers.

You looked them over and seemed to recognize one of them. Goto, he was the one who walked you over here. Could he help you? You didn't think so but he worked here... He had to know his way around medicines and the poisons she used right?

He spotted you, you motioned for him to come over. You were just behind a connor. He looked at you oddly, then looked around and got up and made his way towards you.

"Goto-san..!" You let Yumi down, to do what ever she needed to do.

"Hey... (y/n)-san, what did you call me over for?" He asked skeptically.

"I think I need help... I was just exploring... And.." You needed to think of a lie. Shinobu was threatening and you didn't want to find out what would happen if you ratted on her. "I think I swallowed some poison..?" It not really a lie.

"What?! You have to tell Shinobu! You idiot!" He started to freak out a little.

"It was a mistake! The vial was unlabeled... And I'm to embarrassed to tell her about this.." You covered your face with your hands.

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"I understand how you feel... I don't know too much, but I know some of the basics... What are your symptoms."

You removed you hands from face and Yumi returned to your side.

"Uhm well... I'm feeling very nauseous. And my head hurts and I'm not moving very fast either."

"Hm... Come with me I'll try and find something for you."

He went to stop by with the other kakushi first just telling he would be back soon and all. Then we set off to one of the many medical rooms in the mansion. They had antidotes and medicine in all the cabinets. Hopefully she didn't hide them all away. She must have thought of that, but you don't think she expected you to ask for help.

Or she did. She was smart and usually accounted for everything. Except when it came to you, you had her unfocused and dazed.

"I think its this one..? Wait maybe this one. No its that one."  After looking for awhile he eventually found one that might work. You had high hopes.

"Thank you Goto-san..."

"Yeah don't worry about it... I think you ingested a sedative used for our slayer when they get to aggressive. Its supposed to put them to sleep after maybe and half an hour but you have to use lots of it. Good thing you got help when you did. Otherwise you would've just passed out in some random part of the mansion."

Put them to sleep..? Why was she trying to get you to sleep..? And you have to ingest a lot, that explains why she made you eat both trays...