The Alpha Second Mate

Diety Forbids

12.Deity Forbids
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I had not realized I had fallen asleep until there was a knock on the door of the room, I rose up realizing that I was still naked and it was morning, how had I slept for so long, I wrapped the linens around my body but not without noticing the blood stain on the sheets, the proof of my lost virtue. I hid it carefully as I watched Kaden enter the room, he closes the door and he stands by the door staring at me

"I am sorry" he apologized, I feel the guilt seep through the bond for a moment before it fades away, he is locking me out of his mind, I could not ever even think of peeking into his mind in the first place.

I nod in acknowledgment of his apology, the deed was already done, there was no need to cry over spilled milk, I have done enough crying last night, as a matter of fact I have done a lot of crying since I arrived at this pack.

I got up from the bed ignoring the fact that his gaze were still fixed on me making sure that the linens where wrapped around my body properly . I had almost made it to what I think would be the bathroom door when Kaden stopped me by my hands.

"Who did this to you?" He asked referring to my scars, the red lines across my back arm, I did not respond, his face formed a scowl, he peeled the sheets out of my body leaving me naked, he turned me around and trailed his fingers across the lines in my back "I will not ask again" He said sternly

"Alpha Samuel ordered it as my punishment" I said straight out

"What?" He was a bit confused, now it was my turn to frown, I removed myself from his grasp

"Somebody had to pay for the sins of my father" I gritted out

"I did not order this" he says in guilt

"It doesn't matter anymore, you should be rejoicing, I have suffered just as you were suffering, that is what you want" I said sternly before matching into the door, thankfully it was indeed the bathroom saving me from the embarrassment of having to walk out the door foolishly.

I soaked myself into the bathtub, the warm water soothing the aches in my thigh, the sex was good, it was wonderful but at the mention of Freya's name everything turned sour, I felt like an intruder in someone's life, Freya's shadow lingered around me and around the pack.

After I had washed my body and the sheets, I wrapped the clean towel I found in the bathroom, it had no werewolf scent so I know it has not been used.

I walked out the bathroom thankfully Kaden was gone but a dress and under garment laid on the bed and I was grateful that I did not have to repeat what I had worn yesterday.

I wore the dress and thankfully again it was my size and sat back on the bed, a knock came to door, after the second knock, female walked it the room

"Excuse me Miss, I have brought your breakfast and I am to take the sheets for a wash" the girl said as she placed the tray on the table in the room, she was quite young, my guess eighteen or nineteen, I was young myself but I felt quite aged, troubles of life can do that to a person

"Thank you. I have washed the sheets, they are in the bathroom, can you help me dry them?"

"Of course Miss" she says politely as she excused herself,

"My name is Louisiana" I tell her when she exited the bathroom

"I am called Joan, Miss Louisiana" she responded once again politely, this girl was nice far better than the red head Ciara girl

"Louisiana is fine, Anna is better, my friends call me that" I smiled at her softly, maybe we could be friends, she was younger but she looked like a decent person, beautiful as well, her golden blonde hair complimented her pale skin well, but my past could negatively impact on her life here at the pack, I would not want her to be treated differently because of me.