13. The Slightest Possibility
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.I hadn't thought of the possibility, the slightest possibility that I might be pregnant because I have been caught up in my own emotions and my own inner battles to have thought of it.
I immediately placed my hands on my flat belly, this possibility was far from slightest if Kaden had not used protection during our sexual encounter, werewolves were far more fertile than humans , the full moon was already a day away and werewolves females hormones are heightened to prepare their body for mating, mating done during the full moon always resulted into a child unless the female had difficulties, days before the full moon there was still a strong possibility of getting pregnant, since we were still partly wired like human females and all mammals , I still menstruated and then there was the heat if I was yet with child because of the full moon, the heat came once in a month for like three to four days around the time a human female would ovulation, the heat was our ovulation but there was differences, the heat was for mated females while unmated females simply ovulated and they had the chances of human females when it came to conceiving.
To sum the long story up, there was a good possibility of me getting pregnant, the sperm does stay in a woman's body for three to five days if I did not take after morning pills, that was the solution I will just take the morning pills, would that work with my werewolf genes, maybe a higher dose. Why is all this happening to me?. Am I fit to be a mother?, I am struggling with myself and my life and now a child, and Kaden hates me, would he despise this child because I am his mother?, or was this his plan all along ?
"Did you plan this?" I asked angrily "This is what you wanted, that is why you did not use protection and I was so stupid, this was the catch to kill me but you managed to get what you wanted by cajoling me, was that why you were quick to save my life for this" I pointed at my belly
"Enough!" He warned but I am not ready to listen, I am angry and frustrated, I can not raise a child now when I still struggled with my mental health, so I continue
"I don't want this!, I am taking it out before it has the chance to grow and comes out of me. Hannah would fix me a morning after pill!" I announced as I proceeded to leave the room, Kaden rushed to the door in an inhuman speed and held him against the wall.
"You will do no such thing!" Kaden growled , I could see the fury in his eyes as he held me against the wall
I hated him, I hated my mate, I once was afraid and did not feel worthy of being such a great Alpha's mate but now I was wrong, I hate him, he is just like Alpha Samuel, controlling and wicked.
"You want the daughter of a rapist to be the mother of your pup" I spat out to infuriate him, since he derives pleasure in causing me pain and using me then he will indeed suffer with me.
"This child is my blood, and mine alone, that man's filthy blood would not flow through it!" He spat back
"This child would also have my blood and my blood is the blood of my father" I reminded him just in case he had chosen to live in a fantasy of his own
"Get out!" He screams into my face before he steps away from me.
I glared at him before walking out of the office and then I ran out of his house. I am sure a lot of the pack members were staring at me as I ran across the pack but I could care less, I needed to get to the pack clinic and take those pills, for the past three years men have only sought me out for my body, first it was Sean, then Williams tried and now my very own mate Kaden.
I felt like a thing and an object that has just been passed around for quite some time, now my quest for freedom was itching at the back of my throat and when I got to the clinic, I collapsed at the steps of the building out of exhaustion.
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The Alpha Second Mate
WerewolfAnna Reynolds, burdened by the disgrace and death of her father, Beta Darius Reynolds, who was responsible for the murder of Alpha Kaden Black first mate, Freya, has been leading a life of torment within her pack, RedSand, as a means of atoning for...