Loathsome Brothers

Intercourse

Eleanora's Pov

I lunge on him the moment he locks the door. Our lips met with fierce passion and longing. We've both been waiting for six long days.

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There was awkward silence between us as we made our way towards the front of the auditorium. He was stealing glancing at me while I maintained my eyes straight ahead.

"Do you regret it?" He blurt out with a mix of shock and hurt.

"No" I answered immediately.

"Then what is it?" I don't know.

"Nothing" I ended the conversation and we parted ways as both of us went to our respective bathrooms.

He must be confused. I know I just acted so weird. He hasn't seen me this unsure before. He isn't used to me not being able to look at him.

His question was on point though. I might not fully regret it but I do feel a tinge of guilt and uncertainty. Guilt because I know I shouldn't be doing this for million different reasons. And uncertainty because I don't know if I can get anything long lasting out of this. I don't know if I have made the right decision.

This arrangement might just do me more harm than good. I can already feel myself getting more and more attached to having Arius follow me around, hold conversations like we're equals, compliment me, carry my backpack, tell me how he'll do anything for me and provide me with the best sexual pleasure of my life.

"If there's anything disturbing you, we can talk about it" Arius offers as we both settle down on our regular seats.

"There's nothing. I promise" I lied with a smile to make it convincing.

He didn't look like he believed it but nodded nonetheless. After merely two seconds of silence, he rested his hand on top of mine and spoke in the most reassuring voice.

"We don't have to do this again. We can do as much as you're comfortable with. Or nothing at all"

"No!" I protested. "I want to do this. I enjoyed it-" I stopped mid sentence as I thought of the only other reason he'd want to call it off. "You didn't like it? Was I not good enough for you?"

I was in disbelief and I'm sure my face displayed pure hurt. I never imagined him to do this do me. I never thought he'd leave me after he have had what he wanted. I shouldn't have trusted another man on this planet.

"What? No!" He was as confused as I was. "I loved it. It was everything I had expected it to be. You were perfect. It's just that... I don't want to make you uncomfortable. I don't want you to feel pressured to do anything that you don't like"

"I'm not. I'm doing it because I want to"

"But-" I yanked him towards me by the collar and connected our lips, successfully cutting off his argument.

His hand slipped into my hair as I moaned into the kiss. It only lasted a few seconds before we both pulled away and I gave him a genuine smile.

"Everything's fine baby" I said and he looked at me with admiration.

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I momentarily froze as I saw Theo standing in front of me. All of my brothers stay in the parking lot but he decided to wait right outside the auditorium.

"Theo" I said surprised and shocked.

I stepped forward to hug him. He returned the hug but then I realized that he didn't spare me a single glance. His gaze was locked on Arius, more specifically on my backpack in Arius' hand.

I knew he was the most strict of all my brothers and now I'm panicking because he might create a scene. I just hope that he considers that we're at my school.

"Thanks for that Arius" I quickly said and practically ripped my backpack out of his hand.

"No problem Eleanora" He replied with a stone voice and hard expressions. He was returning Theo's icy glare.

"Ashford" Theo said as a greeting.

"Theodore Bianchi" Arius fixed him a nonchalant response.

"I must say, I didn't take you for a porter" Theo drawled out mockingly.

"For your sister I can be" A smirk spread across his face as I saw Theo look at him with murderous expressions.

"Stay away from her" He gritted through his teeth.

"Oh I will. Don't worry" It was clearly a lie, all three of us knew it.

Theo was fuming with anger when he took hold of my hand and we took long strides to get out of the school and into the car.

He didn't start driving, he was gripping the steering wheel in a death grip as I sat next to him with a look of pure terror.

"Is he bothering you?" His cold voice cut through the heavy silence.

"No" I tried to keep my voice confident.

"Why was he carrying your bag?" He finally turned to me and if I could, I would've buried myself alive.

"I twisted my wrist... So he was just helping" I came up with a lie I thought would be convincing but Theo looked anything but impressed.

I think he can see through me. I'm very readable and I suck at lying. I didn't mean for this to come to light so soon or ever. But now I can't do anything, he's suspicious of me and Arius.

"Next time, call one of us. You don't need his help. And if he tries to act smart, ignore him. He's not a good company Nora"

To my surprise Theo didn't shout at me as I had expected. Even if I could see his jaw clenched and nostrils flaring up, he spoke calmly. It was as much of an order as it was an advice.

I nodded, not on board with the idea of leaving the person who's been so comforting for me lately. I don't know what it is but I want to be with Arius. I trust him.