Death's Silence ||Tyunning Story||

XVII

21.06.2015
13:00 PM

Today is Yeonjun's final exam, next year he'll go to high school, all the four of us are here for cheering him up and giving him good luck, Soobin is sad though... This old married copule I swear!
They're killing me lately with all their lovely dovey stuff, they seems like they come from the 50's!
Yeonjun is really nervous his legs are shaking constantly up and down, I don't understand why is he so nervous, he's a really good student with high grades and knows everyone in this school, I'm sure he'll do good! Also because the teachers are getting tired of him... In a good way.
"Hyung relax! Everything's gonna be okay! You're even friend with the teacher's council! Of course you'll pass!" Says Beomgyu cheering him up.
<<Beomgyu hyung is right! You studied a lot for this exam! You'll pass it for sure!>> I say simling
"What do you think Binnie? I'll pass?" Asks Yeonjun to Soobin, oh my god! Pet names? Seriously? In front of my salad?
"Of course you will! I'll miss you a lot... But you will!" Answers Soobin cute, but too much cute.
"We will still see eachother! It's not that I live at the other side of the country! I live right in the street behind yours!" Replies Yeonjn again... Thank you... Someone who thinks!
"But wait a minute is it just me or Taehyun is slightly taller then Kai?" Asks Beomgyu just then.
"Aren't we the same height?" Asks my boyfriend back.
<<Yeah! Aren't we?>> I say too.
"Stand up back to back!" Says Beomgyu almost shouting.
And we do as he told, he comes near us and smiles.
"Oh yes! Taehyun is taller than you Kai!" He exclaims and we laugh it off, I'm taller than Kai!
"Choi Yeonjun! It's your turn!" Says a teacher.
He takes a deep breath.
"Come on Yeonjun! You can do it!" Cheers him Kai
<<You're the best, don't be nervous!>> I join him.
"Fighting hyung!" Says Beomgyu as well.
"Soobin... Would you come with me?" Asks Yeonjun.
"Sure baby!" Cheesy!
They both get inside while we wait outside in the aisle.

"Kai, Taehyun can I ask you something?" Comes Beomgyu.
<"Sure!"> We both say.
"How long the situation goes on?" He asks we both look at eachother confused... But I kinda know what he's talking about.
<<What situation?>> I ask more precisely.
"I saw the scars on Kai's back... What happened?" He asks and I lower my head not been able to hold his gaze again.
Neither me or Kai mentioned what happened the day after Beomgyu's birthday party, it would be useless make them worry even more, I don't like talking about my situation at home... It's already painful to live with it... I don't want people to pity me... I hate it, I don't need it.
But it's also Beomgyu... I can trust him, I take a deep breath and I start explaining.
<<The scars on Kai's back it's his attempt to protect me from my parents... I still can't believe what you did>> I turn to look at my boyfriend, grateful for his dumb, brave action.
"What?! And you didn't bother to tell us?! Those people hurt you too and you don't tell us nothing!?" Asks worried Beomgyu almost shouting again.
<<We didn't want you guys to worry>> I say trying to calm him down.
"Yeah... And I'm fine, so don't worry" Says Kai smiling at him, reassuring him.
<<But Beomgyu hyung is right... You can't risk everytime they beat me>> I say to him, I hated it seeing him in so much pain because of me... He doesn't deserve that pain, I do... Not him, I can't let my parents hurt him again.
"I can't let them hurt you... Not that much, it hurts hearing your parents screams and the slaps, the whips... It hurts and I'm not even the one who are directed to... Maybe that's why it hurts more... Because it's you" I smile shaking my head... I didn't thought how hurt he could be because of my abuse... I thought I was the only one in pain... But it's obvious we are both hurting because of my parents.
"Taehyun you can't expect him not do it... He will everytime he can, he loves you too much to stay there and do nothing" Summarize Beomgyu and I let out a sharp breath... How much can you love me Kai? I knew you have a lot of love to give... But I didn't know it was that much and that you're giving it all to me.
<<I guess tables have turned!>> We giggle, yeah... Now he's my knight in hoodies!
"Anyway it's crazy how some parents can do such things to their children... Like you're their son! How can they hate you so much?" Wanders Beomgyu upset, I have no actual idea hyung!
<<Because I'm gay and they are the most homophobic people I've known so far... They don't even call me son anymore... They just call me kid or guy like I'm not part of the family anymore... I'm basically they're servant now>> All day everyday like I'm just a stranger in my own house... Or should I say their... I'm not part of the family anymore anyway.
Kai hugs me tightly and I touch my cheek feeling wet... I didn't even notice I started crying!
"Come here" He says and I sit on his laps wanting to stay as close to him as possible, hiding my face in his neck.
"Sweetheart please come live with me... I can't see you this broken and all this mistreatment is breaking me as well, please we can help you"
<<But they're my mom and dad! I love them! And they're gonna find me anyway>> I say to him... I miss my old family... When everything was normal.
I feel a hand gently petting my back, it's not Kai's, his are on my waist, it's probably Beomgyu's.
"Taehyunie you know you don't have to keep all of this inside you... You can talk to us, we want to help you and make you happy, okay? You can trust us!" Says Beomgyu and I nod... It's not easy hyung, it hurts a lot... But I'll do it if you really care about me.
<<I just want my family back... Just for once>> I feel Kai's arms holding me tighter and his head laid next to mine.
"Hey Sweetheart I know that I can't replace your actual family... But if you want someone to call family I'm here, I'll be your family okay?" He sounds so soft, I hug him tighter as well... My family... He is my family.
<<I'm so lucky to have you... Thank you>> I look at him in his beautiful, unique eyes glancing every little diamond shining in them.
He needs to see my whole heart, I need him to watch every little detail.
"For what?"
<<For being my boyfriend>>
"You're kidding right? I love being your boyfriend!" I giggle and we kiss each other. God... I might be damened but I love this boy more than anything anyone have ever loved.
"Yeah, I mean also friends can be family! I mean look at me and Soobin hyung!" Says Beomgyu and I smiles again... Poor Soobin hyung, dealing with Beomgyu everyday!
<<I'm the luckiest person in the world to have you guys>>
"No, we are the luckiest!" Says Beomgyu again... Awww my hyung is so cute!
"Guys what will you do this summer?" Asks again changing subject suddenly, quite glad though.
"We go to the US, Taehyun comes with me so he gets to know my relatives" He says and I let my brightest smile decorate my lips.
"Wow! That's so cool! I also go to Daegu to see my grandparents! How much you'll stay there?"
"A month... So yeah... We won't see eachother for a while"
<<Yeah... But it will be fun!>>
"You're going to leave me thirdwheeling with those two for a whole month?!" Says shocked Beomgyu, he overreacts like always.
<<Well it's not that you're not with us>> I say making my point and he shakes his head.
"Yes but when you guys aren't there they can literally have sex in front of me!"
We both start laughing, those two are insane I swear.
"Oh my god I can't with those two!" Says my boyfriend reading my mind.
<<Okay but do you think they already had sex?>> I ask Kai
"Yes they did" Says annoyed Beomgyu and we laugh again.
"What are you laughing at!?" Asks all of a sudden Yeonjun.
"Nothing!" Replies immediately Beomgyu and a little giggle escapes from me.
<<How it went?>> I ask him ignoring the chat we had before.
"He did amazing!" Says Soobin.
"Thanks darling!" Replies Yeonjun kissing him... Too sweet!

My friends loves me a lot and I'm so grateful to have them by my side, I don't know what I'd do without them.
They are the only family I have if I'll come back, I'll make sure I'll fight with every cell of my body for them.
Sometimes I don't know how can they handle my dumbness... They are the apple of my eyes.