11.10.2017
10:00 AM
Me and Kai are on a break and I guess this time will last longer than I thought, not that we had so many breaks in our relationship, but still this is gonna take a long time for me before forgiving him for what he did.
That really crossed the line with me, but even if, I would never break up with him, he's the only one who can make me feel safe and there's too many things I owe him, my life first of all.
We don't sit next to each other anymore, we are always apart, whenever he looks at me I feel bad for doing this, so I always look away, the break wouldn't have sense if I stay next to him, I would randomly be clingy with him and I can't let that happen.
Bullies started to pick on him and he's so lonely now... it hurts seeing him so sad, but I have to be strong if he doesn't fix that violent behavior he will be a danger for a lot of people.
I'm talking with a classmate of mine when Jungwon approaches me.
"Hi Taehyun! How are you hyung?" He asks
<<Could be better... What do you want?>> I ask him back.
"I heard you and Kai are breaking up!" He says happily and I can't help looking at him being all alone once again.
<<We are not breaking up! We are on a temporary break, as he said I could never break up with him! Now tell me what do you want!>> I ask him a bit pissed off by his attitude.
"Can we be friends at least?" He asks and I gasp.
In a normal situation I would ask Kai if he was okay with that, even though he would have said yes anyway, but now it's just on me.
I look at him as he's looking at the scene... I mean of course he was! He never misses anything! And as he notice my gaze on him, he looks away... I guess I have to take my risks for once.
<<Okay>> I say without caring about it so much and I can see with the corner of my eye Kai getting mad again and shaking his head defeated.
I guess when we'll be back together he won't have other choice but to accept that.
At the end he accepted it with no problem, they even became friends as well.
I'm happy my boyfriend is so welcoming, he cares way more about me than what I do myself.
I love having him around... He's all my world.
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Death's Silence ||Tyunning Story||
FanfictionTalked about our future like we had a clue Never planned that one day I'd be gone In another life I would your boy We'd keep all our promises, be us against the world In another life I would stay So you don't have to say I was the one that got away ...
