Death's Silence ||Tyunning Story||

XXXVI

05.02.2019
80:00 AM

I feel my body strangely, gently shaken by someone and I open my eyes slightly, I can't fully wake up yet, it's been a long, painful day yesterday... Like always.
"Hey Taehyun! Wake up!" I hear a gentle, familiar female voice, finally I can focus my vision and I see my sister right in front of me.
<<S-Seohyun? Seohyun!>> I say excited to finally see her.
"Taehyun!" She hugs me tightly, but careful to not hurt me "Oh my god... I'm so happy to see you, I miss you so much, I thought I would never found you alive... I promised to Kai I did, but" She looks at me in the eyes, scanning everything detail of my face "I'm so happy you're alive" She hugs me again.
<<I'm okay noona, don't worry!>> I say obviously lying.
"You're not okay! You're literally skin and bones, I have to get you out of here... But I can't right now, I have to wait for the police to free the way" She say and I nod.
<<Is Kai okay?>> I ask her and she looks at me sadly.
"Well... Let's say physically he's doing fine... Mentally he's destroyed, I'm sending him a message right now, I bet he's gonna be so happy to know I found you" As she sends him the message he sends her one back "Your boyfriend is so cute!" She says smiling and letting me read the message.
'I'm alive, happy birthday to me!' I smile... Wait... Today is my birthday?!
"Happy birthday Taehyun!" Says my sister giving me a kiss on the cheek, usually I would be disgusted by it, but I missed it so bad.
<<Thanks>> I reply.
"I have to go now, hold on a little longer okay? I'll save you" She says, I nod and she runs away.

12:00 PM

I'm about to fall asleep when the door behind me bursts open, scaring me.
"Happy birthday disgusting piece of shit!" My dad again... Apparently my mother doesn't like to beat me that much.
"Beautiful news and I also have a birthday present for you!" He says and the blood in my veins freezes.
<<What have you done?>> I ask... Please tell me he's okay, tell me he's just teasing me.
"I've done nothing... But one of my best guys killed your boyfriend, stabbed and he's probably bleeding to death now... Or just dead" He says and I feel like the whole world collapses under my feet.
<<Tell me this is only one of your wicked mind jokes... Tell me this ain't real>> I say as my voice cracks, I feel a lump in my throat, he's not dead... He can't be dead.
"Oh no, it's all real and here comes your present, the knife with which he had been killed" Says my dad putting the still dripping knife on my thighs.
No, no no no, he's not dead... He is not, he's just playing with your mind, he's not dead, he can't be.
<<You're just teasing me, ain't no way he's dead, he's okay, he's fine, he's with his parents having lunch right now>> I say try to convince myself that this is all a lie, as I feel the first tears running down my cheeks.
"Teasing you about such a magnificent news? You're free from the devil now Taehyun! Your so called boyfriend went back in hell where he belongs! You've been blessed!" He says and I genuinely can't believe what he's saying... He's happy that Kai died? Kai is gone?
"He's finally dead!" He says excited, leaving me in the room and shutting the door.
As soon as I hear the door closing I feel like everything is collapsing on me, I burst into tears knowing it's all over.
I've been heart broken many times because of my family, but this hurts way more... I won't see him ever again... And I couldn't even say goodbye to him... Can't they just kill me? They could've kill me right on the spot... Why they didn't do it? Why they had to make me die so painfully?
<<Hey Honey... I'm sorry I couldn't protect you, I'm sorry for being such a loser, you truly don't deserve me, I won't ever be enough for you, I hurt you so bad... I still don't know why you kept loving me so much... I know you missed me, but soon I'll be there with you up there... See you soon Kai... We'll be safe there, we'll last forever there, I promise you... I promise you I'll be better>> I say trying to make up for what I've done and what I could do <<I love you Honey... Way more than a pianist loves music>> I still remember the soft melodies he used to play on his piano, it was always so peaceful and endearing watching him play.
How he would get immersed as it seemed like there was nothing a part from him and the instrument.
I hope they will kill me soon, so I can finally get out of this torture and be with him again.

As soon as I realised he was dead I stopped holding on... There was no reason for me to go on, I have no idea how I haven't died in that last month of torture.