Death's Silence ||Tyunning Story||

XXIX

20.12.2017
10:00 AM

It's the break again and  as usual I'm talking to Jungwon while I give a quick glance at Kai, leaned on the radiator zoning out as he always dose since three months now, his bullies picked up on him quickly and we started avoiding each other even more.
At first we used to hang out as alway with our friends even if we didn't talk to each other, than we started hanging out only when the other wasn't there, that was mostly me hanging out with our hyungs and Kai always staying at home probably playing games and watching YouTube videos.
Now sometimes we hang out all together, only because our hyungs forces us to, but we still don't talk to each other, he tries to talk to me, but I'm not ready yet, I need a proof that he started to get control of his anger, so I usually avoid him.
A few weeks ago he completely stopped hanging out with us or even the hyungs alone... I guess the time to forgive him is coming close... If I just wasn't so stubborn!
I miss him to be honest, but I just need a little more time, an actual proof, then I can forgive him and hopefully apologize for these months, hoping to not get us in a break up... I can't let that happen, I can't destroy both our hearts like that, I'll fight for him, for our love beyond Hell and Heavens, beyond time and infinity.

I see the three bullies coming to him and from my position you can literally hear everything.
"Hey white gay! Your boyfriend break up with you?" One of those bullies.
"Why so sad? You can't have a pussy?" He seems hurt, but he's hiding it, he ignores them as he always does... Okay maybe I should have noticed the proves way before.
"Why don't you go back to America? Maybe you can find someone more tempting!" I see him grin at them.
"Sure, like I care of what you say to me!" Two of the three bullies pin him to the wall and I get nearer, just in case I have to intervene... Usually he doesn't reply at them, but seems like today he had enough... As he should.
"You don't talk to me like that! You have to show me respect little white shit!" The stare is the same one he gave to Jungwon when he was flirting with me or the one he gave to that pervert of Jaeyun.
"Oh really? If it's that... why are you hesitating?"... What? Is he that hurt? I hurt him that much? No, no, no, this is not right, this shouldn't be like this... Oh no... I fucked up... I fucked up even with him.
I feel my tears stinging warmly in my eyes, but I hold them back, I have to be ready if they go over the limit.
The third guy punches him right in the stomach, I see him flinching, but then looks at him with that stare again.
"Come one! Bring it on! I'm not scared of you!"And he looks at me sadly as I'm purely shocked of what just happened and tears are now threatening to fall "See Taehyun? I'm not fighting this time... I take my punches" He says looking at me in the eyes right before one of the bullies punches him in the face.
One on the ribs and he fall to the ground gasping for air, then they started kicking him on the back and I see him stay there not reacting, then in the face.
Okay that's it! That's enough!
<<Stop! Back up from my boyfriend!>> I yell at them <<Apologize or I'll kill you myself!>> I prepared myself to punch them, glaring at them with all my anger... Okay we are done the same way.
"Oh really?" He chuckles.
<<Try me>> I say firmer than ever with a voice so deep I've never thought it was possible.
The bully comes close to Kai again as I follow his every move.
"Fuck you! White plague ass shit!" I punch the guy straight in the face and I glare the other two that immediately run away.
<<Hey Honey can you hear me?>> I rescue him immediately as they're gone.
"You decided you're not hurt anymore?" He asks me and that makes me regret doing all I've done in the past months, he looks at me coldly and tears start now falling.
<<I-I'm sorry Kai... I acted like an idiot, it's just->> My voice is shaking as I am... It's all my fault... I'm the idiot that walked away from him... He was just protecting me and I ruined everything.
"It's just?"
<<I saw my parents and I got scared and I was a pure bastard, you were just defending me, but I was a pure idiot, please I'm sorry for what I did, I hurt you and I shouldn't, you're my boyfriend, the only person who loves me beyond everything. I'm sorry Honey... please continue to call me sweetheart, I miss it so bad>> Now I was crying, pray him with my hands together, gibberishing all the things that passes through my mind, sobbing like no tomorrow.
Maybe there won't be a tomorrow... Maybe I fucked up too bad this time, maybe it's the end, maybe we're breaking up... I'm a dead man now... They're gonna kill me.
I feel his hand grabbing and holding onto my shoulders, making me look at him, at his eyes, at his... Smile?
"Okay... I forgive you... Fuck! I love you too much to say no" I looked at him surprised as he hugs me, we both smile and then I help him reach the infirmary.
I let him sit there while I take some ice and bandaids and starting to clean his cuts and bruises.
<<So... are we okay?>> I ask him dabbing the pack of ice to his puffy cheek.
"Almost, come here Sweetheart" He holds my waist with his arms and getting me even closer.
<<What are you doing?>> I ask him laughing by the way he's holding me, he looks at me in pure amusement letting my dimple show up, shy.
"Kiss me" I smile gently pulling his head closer to me and kissing him as he asked.
Then I feel his hands going down on my shirt, grabbing it pulling me closer, if that's possible, and sticking our lips even tighter to one another.
We continue kissing and kissing as we are in his room, I missed his lips, I missed his arms around me, I missed our sweet cuddles, our kisses, pet names and sweet words, I missed everything of him.
I feel his hands on my waist and the desire of each other suddenly rising as we continue kissing, I accidentally moans and we stop when we suddenly lock eyes with one of the janitor that looks at us disgusted.
<<Stop, stop, we are still in school Honey, not now>> I say smiling, still a bit too horny.
"I missed you so bad, don't do that again" He says and I nod, still feeling a bit sorry.
<<I missed you too>>

17:00 PM

"Oh my god! I can't believe I finally see you two together again!" Says Yeonjun as he walks towards us.
We hang out today to tell them the news and greet each other before Christmas.
"When Kai stopped hanging out I was devastated, then also Taehyun stopped and we lived with anxiety fearing he was kidnapped again, if not dead!" Says Soobin half scolding us.
<<I'm sorry... I wasn't feeling good, I'm really sorry I made you worry>> I say looking down at my fingers.
"Yeah, me too"
"I keep thinking it's all my fault, I shouldn't have trusted that bitch and I should predicted something like this would happen" Says Beomgyu still feeling sorry even if it's not his fault at all.
Both me and Kai grabbed one of his shoulders reassuring him.
"Hey! It's not your fault, you don't have anything to with all of this, that guy would have come close to Taehyun anyway, nothing would have changed" Says Soobin and we all nod.
<<It's my fault actually, not yours... everything it's alright now, so stop worrying who's fault it is and let's have some fun!>> I say clarifying all and taking action of my mistake.
"Finally! I missed all of this so much!" Says Yeonjun hyung gathering all of us in a hug.
"I need a kiss first" Says Beomgyu now forgetting about his sadness.
We both smile and we kiss in front of them.
"I love you Sweetheart"
<<I love you too Honey>> We look at each other even more in love than before.
"They are back! My tyunnings are back!" Says Beomgyu cheering.
"Your what?" Asks Yeonjun.
"Tyunning! Taehyun and Hueningie, Tyunning!" Explains Soobin.
<"Merry Christmas!"> We say to them, we can call it a Christmas gift indeed.

I can't believe I was so dumb as a kid! Like seriously? I tell him to calm his anger when I'm the first one that punches people on the face?!
All's well what ends well though, I'm happy we apologized and reconnected again.