Death's Silence ||Tyunning Story||

XLIII

16.07.2019
10:30 AM

Me and Kai diced to go on a little vacation in Busan, to relax and have fun with one another.
Today we went to a beautiful lake site some minutes away from Busan, here it's beautiful it seems like we are in some place in Switzerland, we took a pic-nick basket and we're probably gonna eat here.
<<This is so pretty! And it's so calming... we could move near here someday>> I ask him, admiring this beautiful place, that seems coming out from a fairy tale.
"That would be nice! But nothing it's prettier than you" He says and I smile flattered.
<<Not my nose though>>
"Shut up! It's beautiful and super pretty!" He says trying to actually bite my nose.
<<What are you doing!?>> I laugh at his unexpected action.
"You see! You're so cute and pretty that I want to bite you!" He says making me giggle again.
<<Still... I think you're prettier and you also have super unique features that I can only dream of>>
"Sweetheart, everyone is beautiful and unique in their own way and you are beyond every beauty in the world... you're worthy to be one of the seven wonders of the world" I smile ready to teasing him a little.
<<If that so why don't you take photo!>>
"Sit on that swing" He says pointing a wooden swing, I sit on it, waiting for his instructions "Look at the water" I do what he says with a mesmerized look.
A few seconds later a butterfly flies next to me and on my arm where it rest for a bit.
<<Hyuka look! A butterfly!>> I say, catching his attention.
"See! You're the prettiest flower of all!" I look at him with a bright smile, I love him so much ah... What would I do without him.
<<Honey let's go to the shore and look at the clouds!>> I suggest and he immediately nods reaching for my hand, I immediately grab his and we walk to the shore of the little swamp.

Our feet touch the fresh water, my head resting on his arm while we look at the sky.
<<Look! That looks like a baby!>> I say pointing at one cloud, feeling his gaze glued onto me.
"Maybe that's a lucky sign for us" He says and I look at him surprised... Is he for real? Does he actually want to raise a kid? With me? Oh my god! Are we gonna be parents? Oh I fall for him all over again.
<<Do you think someone bad left their child for us to adopt?>> I ask him curious.
"I don't know, maybe? Are you sure you can handle a toddler? Because sure I can't" He says jokingly.
<<Well sure I won't let a little kid all by themselves>> I say more serious.
"Of course, that won't ever happen"
<<Which baby names do you like?>> I ask him again.
"For girls mmh... Lilly, sounds cute right?" As cute as you.
<<Yes! I like Nayeon!>>
"That's so pretty! And I also like Nathan for boys"
<<I prefer having a daughter, so I only have female names>>
"Whatever makes you happy Sweetheart" We seriously sound like a couple that's about to have a baby... I love him.

15:30 PM

We spent the whole morning by that lake, now we are at the beach enjoying the warm sun and the sound of waves crashing against the sand.
We are relaxing on our deck chair, I'm sleeping on him as the waves and his heartbeat become lullaby for me.
I love his arms wrapping me around, it makes me feel safe and protected.
"I love you Taehyun... I've never loved nobody like you" I hear him say and I smile as I feel his chest moving for a deep breath, falling asleep as well.
As I was dreaming I felt a little lonely with the two of us in such a big house, I'd love to take care of something... Like a pet, a cat maybe! We both love cats!
<<Kai can we adopt a cat?>> I ask him as he gets startled.
"I thought you were sleeping! Anyway sure! When we'll comeback home we'll adopt a kitty" I smile giving him a kiss on the cheek.
<<Thanks, by the way I love you too Kai, thank you for always being with me and supporting me>>
"I would do it thousand times more, anything to stay with you" We kiss and we fall asleep again when I hear a kid's laugh near us.
I get up and I smile at the little kid.
"Hi kid! What are you doing?! Where are your parents?" Kai asks and the kid giggles again.
"They are sleeping and I'm bored, can we play?" He asks and I immediately sit near him with a warm smile.
<<Sure! What's your name?>>
"I'm Seunghun and you?" He asks.
<<I'm Taehyun and that's my boyfriend Kai>> I present both of us to him.
"Nice to meet you kid!" Says my boyfriend.
"Boyfriend?" He asks.
<<Yes!>>
"Two boys can fall in love?" He asks again.
"Sure! Anyone can fall in love with any person, two girls can also fall in love, like a boy and a girl and so on!" Explains Kai to the kid, while I feel a big, proud smile forming on my face.
"Wow! Like this there's more love everywhere!"
<<Yes! Beautiful isn't it?>> I say
"Yes it is... but what are those marks that you have?" He asks again pointing at the scars on my body, I try to cover my body with my arms, feeling awful to look at, especially for a kid.
"Scars, you know not everyone likes that two boys or two girls love each other"
"Why?" That question hits both of us and we turn silent, Kai places his hand on my knee and then starts talking.
"Well, some people think that we are sick because they think it's not normal" The kid nods.
"And you met those bad people?"
"Unfortunately yes... multiple times" He looks at me and I take a deep breath.
<<Those bad people are my mom and dad... the treated me really bad... this is why we have so many scars>> I say as my voice gets shaky.
"But now we are fine and those bad people are gone" Hugs me Kai as I rest my head on his shoulder "Come on! Let's play now!" He cheers.
"Yay!" Cheers the kid while I smile, he could be a really good father one day.

I was so dumb to run away like that! What was I thinking?! I regret doing it, I love him way too much and I just want to go back and talk about silly couple things with him again.
I really hate myself for doing this, I have to get back as quick as I can.