Death's Silence ||Tyunning Story||

VIII

24.11.2013
8:05 AM

After some days I came back to school, my scratches are a bit better now, but mentally I wish was never born.
I see Kai and Soobin greeting each other and the bell rings, I go to class sitting next to Kai as usual... I missed him so much during these days and this month, his melodies really made my day better.
"Hi Hyunie! How are you? Do you feel better?" He asks me as excited as always and I force a smile.
<<Y-yes... I guess I feel better now>> I lie, but he notices it right away.
"Do you want to talk about it?" At least he worries for me.
<<Later>> I agree and he hugs me, thank God you exist Kai... I don't know what to do without him!
<<I love you Kai>> I say regretting it right away... Why am I so stupid!? You're a dumb shit Taehyun!
"I love you too, get ready for a surprise later!" He says turning red and we both laugh... So does he love me back? And a surprise?! Ugh I'm so curious now!

10:00 AM

At break time I'm back talking with my friends after my absence
"I'm happy you're back!" Says Yeonjun softly patting my back.
"You wanted to talk, right?" Asks Kai worried and I suddenly get nervous, I start playing with my hands and my neck stings like crazy.
<<Yeah...>> I gain my courage <<I have to tell you a few things... so first of all I wasn't really sick this few days... I come out to my mom and she got mad and called me in the worst ways, she started beating me and forbidden me to come to school, I didn't want to come either, I wasn't fine enough anyway...>> I start feeling a lump in my throat thinking about it <<She thinks it's all your fault and she doesn't want me near Kai, but he's everything I got so...>> My voice breaks <<Now they don't want me anymore>> I start crying and Kai immediately hugs me tightly, I return the hug almost holding onto him.
"I'll be here for you, don't worry it's my time to protect you" He says as I feel his head, leaned on mine, look up.
"Hyung do you think is still a good idea?" He asks and I frown my eyebrows confused.
"He needs all your love Hyuka, you'll make him happier!" I hear Soobin talking so I ask him what's happening wiping my tears.
<<What are you talking about?>> I ask my friends.
"Hyunie I don't know how, but I finally realized what I feel and what I've always felt for you... I love you Taehyun and not just as friends, I want you to be..." I caught him at a loss of words so I get bold and try to complete his speech.
<<Your boyfriend?>> I ask him with my voice still a bit horse.
"Yes, my boyfriend, I know it's gonna be hard, but we will make it together, until we have each other we are fine" He says and I can't help but hug him, he holds me tighter "I love you"
Yes... He loves me back.
<<I love you too>> I kiss him falling in love even more for the sweet taste of his lips.

My beautiful boyfriend always there for me... And now? I'm a coward that instead of facing his fears he runs from them hurting the only person he ever loved.
Good job Taehyun, emeritus asshole!