When Freya met Aiden

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Freya walked over to Aiden and whispered in his ear, "shall we go and have a bit of fun upstairs darling?" "Pardon?" "let's go upstairs and have some fun, Gladys said it's a great way to relax, and we need to relax don't we?" Aiden looked around, grabbed Freya's hand and said "come on then, if you're sure Gladys doesn't mind" "mind? she's the one who suggested it" he looked over at Gladys, she smiled at him and winked. He smiled back and they went upstairs. "Alone at last" and he kissed her tenderly at first, but then he gave her one of his spine tingling, toe curling ones, and she melted into his arms "are you ok with this, do you still want to make love?" "Yes, I want you" and they stripped and got into bed. Aiden kissed her again and touched her boob and she flinched "what's the matter darling? Are you alright?" "Yes, it's just that the last time anybody touched my boob, it was when Morris grabbed it, and said 'not bad for an old slapper' I'll be fine." Freya kissed him and put his hand on her boob and she didn't let him feel her flinch. He kissed it then and Freya thought she was going to throw up. "Are you ok darling?" "yes" Freya lied. He got on top of her, but sat astride her and looked down at her, " Freya, darling, we don't lie to each other, do we? So why are you lying to me now? you're not ok, you flinched when I touched your boob and you had a look of pure disgust when I kissed it, tell me what's the matter" "I don't know, I want to make love to you, I want to smother you in kisses and ravish your gorgeous body, I really, really want to, but I can't. I know those bastard's didn't touch me, well apart from Morris grabbing my boob, but I've still got the thought in my mind, if I hadn't had my gun with me, what would they have done to me. I mean I know they would have raped me, but what else, they are both utter bastards, they could have scared me for life or even killed me. I'm sorry my darling, but you do know I still love you with all my heart and I always will, don't you?"

 "Of course I do silly, it's not your fault, it's those two bastard's, I could do them some serious damage for doing this to you, can I cuddle you? nothing else, just a cuddle" "yes you can cuddle me, it's just anything sexual that makes me flinch and freeze." He got off Freya and lay by her side and took her in his arms "can I kiss your forehead" "yes my darling" and she snuggled into his arms as he kissed her, and she cried in his arms again. He hugged her really tight and stroked her hair and gave her little kisses on my head "don't cry my darling, I've got you, you'll always be safe with me, I won't let anybody hurt you ever again" "I know, I'm safe in your arms" and she gave him a tiny little kiss on his neck and snuggled back into his arms and went to sleep. Freya woke up a bit later and Aiden wasn't in bed, she panicked a bit, till she heard noises coming from the bathroom, so she slipped a t- shirt on and went to investigate. She couldn't believe her eyes, Aiden was standing under the shower having a wank, he'd heard her coming in but carried on till he shot his load all over the shower. "I'm sorry, I thought you were fast asleep." Freya sat on the loo looking up at him, he was just standing under the shower, looking like a drowned rat, a very sad drowned rat. He came out of the shower and went on his knees in front of her "I'm sorry Freya, I didn't mean for you to see that" "it's ok I don't mind you doing a bit of DIY, but why? Oh I know, it was me who dragged you up here for sex and then said 'no', but I didn't mean to be a prick teaser, I wanted to, I really did, but I couldn't, I'm sorry I couldn't please you and you had to do it yourself" "don't you dare blame yourself, it's not your fault, well THIS is your fault but saying 'no' isn't your fault, that's down to those two bastards. Me having a wank is your fault" "how do you work that out Mr Ross?" "because we snuggled up and went to sleep, and you woke me up kissing my neck and playing with my dick, telling me I've got a magnificent cock and you wanted to shag my brains out, I had a little feel and you were so ready for it, but when I tried to kiss you, you were fast asleep. You must have been dreaming about having sex, so I got out of bed and I was very, very ready for it, so I tried a cold shower but it didn't work, so I thought 'ok you haven't done it for ages so let's have a wank', so I did. It didn't do a thing for me except released a bit of tension, but I don't want you to think I'd rather do that, then make sweet, sweet love to You, because I don't. I want to make love to you, sweet love, but I'll wait till you're ready, there'll be no pressure, I can wait. So long as I can cuddle and kiss you, I can wait."