A/N: IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE DEATH CURE IM JUST GONNA WARN YOU RIGHT NOW SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER!!!!!!!
Newt's POV
I've been depressed for awhile now. Everything about this bloody place just upsets me. I now I probably should've told someone, but it's not that easy. I just pretend to be happy and everyone goes with it.
But I was pushed over the edge today. With Elizabeth yelling at me over breakfast, I guess I just snapped. This had to happen eventually.
But it's kind of hard to commit suicide in the maze.
I ran around a bit, trying to kill time. I knew I couldn't jump off of the cliff, otherwise I would be falling into oblivion forever. That would just add to my misery. So when I see the ivy it doesn't seem like such a bad idea. I put my
hand on the wall and pause, wondering if I want to do this.
Stop it! Nobody will miss you anyway. Don't get cold feet.
So I start to climb. I'm half way up the wall before I hear someone scream my name. No time to climb to the top, it's now or never. I push off and let myself fall. The last thing I hear is a sickening crunch.
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Elizabeth's POV
They brought him through the door. I just gaped in shock. Was this mangled boy... Newt?
"Elizabeth.." Clint gasped as he set Newt on the bed. "Get those tools please." I knew what tools he was asking for. I saw the leg bent at an angle that was just wrong.
I heard them talking as I was digging in the closet. "I screamed at him to stop, but he just jumped off of the wall. Luckily his leg caught in the ivy." "So... He tried to... commit suicide?" "Looked like it." Minho's voice was grim.
I spun around, desperately trying to hold in tears. Clint grabs the tools. He seems to be making a lot of noise, but I can't hear it. A deafening roar fills my ears. Like a screaming voice trying to make out words. Clint asks me to do something. What did he say? He snaps his fingers in front of my face. I just shake my head "I can't hear you." I can't hear myself talk. Did I say that out loud? I can't help but keep glancing to Newt. Will he be okay?
Suddenly Clint says something to Minho. I can hear him a little better. Am I really having a breakdown? Minho leads me out of the homestead, practically dragging me. As soon as we're out I break out into a dead sprint for the deadheads. I don't stop even as I enter the trees.
I finally flop down under Newt and I's tree. Is there even a Newt anymore? I break into tears, loud, horrible sobs rack my body. I curl into a ball and try to stop the pain blossoming in my chest. I scream into my hands. But that's only because I figured out what the words said.
This is all your fault. This is all your fault. He might die because of you.
I scream again, the never-ending flow of tears making it hard to catch my breath. The pain builds until I can't stand it anymore. Then I black out. Again.
A/N~ sorry, short filler chapter. There will be a couple of those in this story. Goodbye lovelies!
~KyLiE
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