Falling too much

Ten

The next morning, was the last day of camp. I woke up at 7 and so did Leah. "Morning" Leah said "morning"
"In the future would you ever want a baby" Leah asked
"Of course, I've always wanted a family"
I knew where all this talk was coming from considering Lucy and Keira are having a child. After 30 minutes we hear a knock at the door Leah shouts "come in" she was still laid in my arms and Beth walks in saying "tell me if I can open my eyes" I laugh and say "yes you can open your eyes"
"Good I don't want to see anything" she mocks, me and Leah both laugh.
"What do you need" I ask
"I know this is a lot too ask, but me and Viv lived together and now we aren't a thing anymore I was wondering if I could come live with you two"
"It's not my house it's Leah's and I'm not sure if I'll be there for longer"
"Of course you can, I thought you were going to Chelsea" Leah asked
"Nothings been confirmed and if it doesn't work I'll have to go to Manchester"
"So you were being serious when you said Jonas had terminated your contract" Beth said
"Yeah"
"I'll miss you, we all will but you will come say goodbye right. I mean you've got things there" Beth asked
"I don't think Jonas will want to see me to be honest I kinda threatened him to make me stay, not a bad threat. I was just really angry that day. With my mam dying, alessia missing, Harvey turning up and Geyse turning up all in a couple of weeks it got too my head so I phoned him and told him a couple of things, not nasty comments just a couple things that I probably shouldn't of said"
"You will have to say goodbye, you are the best player I don't know why Jonas is making you go" Beth said
"Me neither but this is football" I say
Beth goes and me and Leah get out of bed. I change into the England travel kit as does Leah and we make our way downstairs. Alessia messages saying
Hey before you go come to my room by yourself xx
I reply
Okay x
Why did Alessia need me? Why couldn't I take anyone else? What was she going to say? I sit on a table with Keira, Lucy, Beth, Alessia, Ella and Leah. Alessia says "I can't wait for you to be at United" looking in my direction. I forgot I hadn't told them about Chelsea. "Actually that might not happen, I might go to Chelsea to stay close to Leah"
"Oh okay" Ella said.
"Don't be mad, I just want to be close to my girlfriend is that not allowed"
"No it is, and we are happy for you, very happy infact. You'll smash it"
"Thanks less"
"So your girlfriends now" Keira says
I look at Leah and say "are we"
She smiles at me and says "of course" she pulls me in for a hug. I say "what you 2 thinking for a baby then" I ask Lucy and Keira. "We were thinking about me carrying one of Keira's eggs so we are both a part of the process and if that doesn't work then we will look into surrogacy"
"Are you going to finish the season first" Beth asks
"No I don't think so, we can't wait any longer for our little bundle of joy and it takes 9 months anyway" Keira says
"We are going to move into a house first as our apartment isn't big enough" Lucy says
"Move into mine, no one uses it. It's just there" i say, it hadn't been touched since the last time I was there, the day before moving to England.
"Are you sure we can find our own place" Lucy states.
"Of course I'm sure, if you come to Leah's I can give you the key to get in. Or there's a spare key in the postbox that has a code"
"We can follow you to Leah's" Keira says.
"Great" I say.
Me and Leah walk back up I message alessia
Tell me when your in your room and I'll head straight there x
She replies
Okay I'll be there in 5 mins x
Me and Leah walk in our room and pack the last couple of things, whilst talking I get a notification of Alessia and I say "I'll be back alessia needs me" she gives me a nod and I head out the room. I make my way to the door next to us and knock, she lets me in Ella wasn't in here either. "What's up less" she looked like she had been crying, red patches on her cheeks and her mascara smudged under her eyes. "I'm pregnant"
"Congrats or is that not a good thing" I ask with confusion, she didn't look too happy well that's what her face told me anyway.
"I don't know who the dad is"
"What do you mean" I ask.
"It could be jack or Parker"
"How far along does the test say"
"4 weeks, just before we came to camp"
"Who was the last person then"
"I don't know"
"What you can't remember?"
"No I can't remember, I don't want to tell either of them if it wasn't them then they will know I cheated especially on jack"
"Less you can't have 2 boyfriends or 2 situationships you need to tell one of them, you need to choose less"
"I can't" tears started rolling down her face. I pull her in for a hug, her head laid on my shoulder my arms wrapped around her waist. "Have you told anyone else other than me"
"I can't, I don't want to tell Ella she will be too happy and I don't even know if I want to keep it"
"What about talking to Leah or Millie when you get back to united"
"Can we speak to Leah first, I feel like she will know what to do, she is captain after all"
"Of course let's go" we stand up and walk back to my room. We walk in and Leah greets us.
Alessia says "I need your help, I'm pregnant le"
Tears started creeping down her face again me and Leah sat on either side of her. "It's your choice at the end of the day less, one piece of advice though, will you regret it if you have an abortion" Leah asked
"Of course I will, it's an awful thing to do" Alessia replied
"There's your answer then" Leah said
"But I'm not ready for a baby, I don't want to take time off for 9 months"
"It will get easier" I say
9 months sounded a long time, I knew what alessia meant. She's only young and her career has just started, she didn't want to ruin that but this baby will be good for her I know it will, and deep down she knows that.
After an hour she eventually agreed and messaged Parker telling him it was over,she wasn't going to tell jack. She felt humiliated and scared. She left to go back to hers and wasn't going to tell Ella until she couldn't play football any longer.