Hiraeth || 𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍

009

I didn't hear from Jimin for a few days, till I got a message from his mother. "Y/n, Jimin wants to see you. He's not well and he said he needs you."

So now, when he needed me I was welcome again? After he ignored me for a week? Did he really think I'd come? Yes. And he was right.

After five minutes I found myself on the way to Jimin's. I rang the bell and his mother opened. Not even himself. "He's really not well, thanks for coming. Can you please see after him, he doesn't let us in his room." I saw the scared look on the face of Mrs. Park.

"Of course. Thank you for telling me." I rushed in and upstairs, directly in Jimin's room. It smelled extremely of alcohol.

First I didn't see Jimin, then I found him lying in his bed. He was crying when he saw me. Finally, he began to speak.

"You...you really came? After I treated you like shit? I don't know how I deserve this." "Honestly, I don't know either. But I know that you're my best friend and that I have to be there for you when you're not feeling well."

He smiled. "That you can even say that, when I hurt you so much. I'm really so freaking sorry. I drank too much and I know that...i will never drink anything without you again, I'm so sorry."

"Let me clean of all that mess first, then we talk about this." I did what I just said and Jimin tried his best to help me, but he couldn't even stand properly. After a few minutes, he rushed to the bathroom to throw up. He was really sick, i felt bad for him.

When he came back, i was finished and his room looked normal again. "Hey, you should maybe take a shower and change your clothes." I told him. "S-sure...can you shower with me? I don't know I'm just scared since I'm so weak right now.

Shocked I looked at him. "You want me to...no, i can't do this! Jimin, ask your girlfriend for that, not me." He looked down. "I don't have a girlfriend. Why would you think so? So can you please do me this favor?"

"Jimin I have-" but I knew it wasn't a good idea to bring up Jungkook right now. "Okay, fine. But you gotta wear something." He agreed and we went to the bathroom. Together. I would shower with my fucking best friend.

I helped him standing properly in the shower and he did everything he needed to. We were standing completely close. My heart was screaming. I had butterflies in my stomach. And I blushed.

"This is Jimin, your best friend and not Jungkook, your boyfriend." I needed to remind myself over and over again. "You can't feel anything. Not with him." But I knew, my feelings wouldn't change.

I was so in thoughts, that I didn't realize how wide Jimin's eyes were opened. "What's wrong?!" I called scared. "I...fuck I need to...throw up-" he opened the shower and did what he said. I looked at him, then I went to hug him.

"Hey, you shouldn't see me like this. This is disgusting, I don't want you to see it." But I just hugged him more. "okay wont leave you with that alone. Everything's fine. Hey, you're pretty hot, do you have fever? We need to know that."

He smiled a bit. "Thank you. But if I have, you should stay away from me. What if you get it too?" "Better together than alone."

He smiled even more.

"You don't know how freaking much I love you."