Hiraeth || 𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍

014

Jimin

Y/n and Jungkook did already go home, but I wanted to stay at the café for a little time, I needed advice.

"So you still like her, but you pretend to not and that you support them?" The little girl asked. "I don't pretend to support them, I actually do. I want Y/n to be happy, but it's getting more difficult. I just can't get over her and she's so sweet to me.

How should I ever loose my feelings?" In thoughts, they looked at me. "Maybe you don't need to loose your feelings. I know that they won't work out, he's prefect, that's right, but he loves her much more than she loves him. And I don't think that this will be easy for the man. Was his name Jungkook?"

The old women finally replied. "Yes, Jungkook. But what if they break up and she's sad? I can't see her sad, she should be happy." I looked down. "I still remember how we kissed, three months ago. She didn't push me away, she enjoyed it. I think she regrets it now, but I still remember it as a beautiful memory."

Now everyone laughed a bit. Confused, I looked at them. "You really have no idea about women, do you? She loved it and she still thinks about it in a good way. There is no way she regrets it. Trust me, she wishes that you do it again."

Shocked, I looked at them. "Do you...really think so?" I asked carefully and all of them agreed. "You must be stupid that you didn't realize." The little girl laughed.

"Hey, I'm pretty smart! I got good grades and...whatever, thank you for telling me." I still was a bit shocked when I left the café and got on my way home. And then I got an idea.

I knew that Jungkook and Y/n were happy. Happy for now. And even if they said Y/n had liked the kiss, I should move on. She had a boyfriend and she wouldn't hurt him that soon.

She had said some time before, I had a girlfriend. I didn't have one, it must have been someone from the club, pretending she was. And Y/n seemed to be hurt about it, jealous.

What if I'd just start to date some girl again? Maybe she would really get jealous. Then I really could see that she still felt something for me.

I knew it was a really bad idea, but I was sick of being single. Everyone around me had a girlfriend. Everyone except of me. So why couldn't I date someone too?

And there I saw her. She was a beautiful Korean girl with light brown hair and warm, brown eyes. She seemed kind and had a damn good style. She was a girl from my class. I approached her.

"Hey, you. I like your outfit today." She smiled. "Thank you. You're Jimin, aren't you?" She asked with a soft, warm voice. "Yes, Park Jimin. Nice to see you here. And who are you again?" She introduced herself as "I'm Lee Eunsoo" and we talked a bit.

She really was nice, but nothing against Y/n. "Are you single?" She asked me after a while. "Yes, sadly. What about you? Looking for boyfriend?" She agreed.

"Indeed. I wish I could have someone like you." I smirked. "Then why not me?" Now she began to look flirty too. "What about I come over to you tonight and we see." I liked this idea. "Sure."

We drove to my house and got into my room. And then we did what we did. I actually really enjoyed it with Eunsoo.

The next day, I asked her out. We didn't know each other that well but I didn't care. She was pretty and kind, that was enough for me to know.

I wanted to let Y/n know about this, so I went to her house. I rang the bell and her mother opened. "Hello, I want to visit Y/n. Is she home?" Her mother looked down. "She's not feeling well, it would be better, if you would come back later." Shocked I opened my eyes widely.

"I need to go to her, if she's hurt!" I just walked past her mother and ran to Y/n's room, where I found her crying. "Y/n?! What's wrong?!" She just looked at me for quite some time. "It's fine...what do you want? Please just tell me, I'll tell you later what happened."

I thought a while but then decided to tell her the news. "I got a girlfriend. It's Eunsoo from our class. I told you about that girl earlier, it's her."

Now all expressions from her face were gone. There was not a single emotion anymore. "So what's with you? What happened? You need to tell me, I'm worried."

"Me and Jungkook broke up."