Hiraeth || 𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍

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"Me and Jungkook broke up."

He stared at me with completely wide opened eyes. His face got whiter the longer he looked at me. "You did what?! No, why?! What happened?!"

A bit confused I looked at him. Why was this so bad? I mean I literally broke up with Jungkook, not with Jimin. Neither did his new girlfriend break up with him. So where was the problem?

"We went to a real fancy restaurant. And then he suddenly told me that he loved me, but I...wasn't really ready for it and then...

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"I said I love you..." he said, after I still didn't respond for a while. "But you...?" "I'm sorry...I'm not ready to say this yet - you know, it's very difficult to tell someone that..." he looked at me with a cold face.

"So you know how difficult it was for me to say it. Y/n I literally did everything for you. I went with you on romantic, but expensive dates, I wasn't getting mad, sad or jealous in front of you, so you feel good in the relationship. I've never said anything to your...a bit too romantic friendship with Jimin. Fuck and you still love him and not me. What do I have to do to get your love? What does he have what I don't? Why choose him over me if he just treats you like shit whenever you get a boyfriend. Why the fuck is he so much more important to you than I am?!"

"Because I love him. Because I've loved him since forever. Because he's my soulmate and even if we fight sometimes, he's always there for me and always was." And with tears in my eyes, I left.

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Jimin looked at me shocked. "You said what?! But he did all this for you too...wait a second, did you just uh...confess to me?" I opened my eyes widely. "W-what do you mean?! Nah, it- whatever it's not important, you've got a girlfriend." I looked straight into his eyes. Cold.

"Why wouldn't it be important? So you...like me?" He blinked several times confused. "A tiny bit, but it's really not important, I'll get over you soon, I promise. Don't worry abou-" but instead of an answer, he kissed me.

On the lips. He kissed me on the lips.

And it was a long, intensive, romantic kiss. I was crying while doing it. This was my dream since years. Finally, I could show the person I loved my whole life what I really felt. And I was just happy at this moment.

After a while we stopped. "But what about your girlfriend...?" I asked carefully, but he kept looking at me warmly. "Don't worry about that. I don't love her." "Then why did you-" "because I love you. And you had a boyfriend. You were happy. I wanted you to stay happy. So I tried to get over you with this girl."

I smiled again. "And? Did it work?" He disagreed. "Sadly not. Now you have to live with the fact that I love you and that I won't give up until you become my girlfriend. Let's try it now."

He took a deep breath. "I've never met someone like you. You're so talented, funny, lovely, gorgeous and so much more. Everyone would be more than happy to have someone like you. No, to have you. There is nobody like you. You're unique. In a good way. If I'd have the opportunity to date you, I wouldn't need a second to agree. So that's what I'm asking you. Choi Y/n, do you want to be my girlfriend?"