"It's time for bed " I told kade as he sat in the bed and watched TV.
"Just a few more minutes, please! " he said whining
"Fine, but after this goes off that means bed " I said looking at him as I picked up in the motel that my mom had rented for us.
My mom was such a hard working mother things just haven't been going her way lately. She lost her job last year, we got put of 4 months later and ever since then she's been working as a janitor picking up double shifts and overtime.
I could tell it was taking a toll on her, she was always sad, never smiled anymore. She just wasn't happy.
Kade show went off and he climbed into bed and covered up.
"Can we have something different tomorrow? " Kade asked
" I'll try to get us some extra money tonight. You stay here and don't leave! " I said kissing him goodnight
"Are you going out again? " he asked
"Yes, but just for 1 hour. Here I'll put the timer on. " I said twisting the timer
"Okay "he said looking at me as I hugged him
Kade was so smart, he was 6 but he was wise beyond his years.
I kissed him and tucked him into bed as I left the motel and met my friend who drove her car to come get me
" Hey girl! " She said smiling
"Hey, I have to be back in an hour. Kade is waiting up for me " I said looking at her
" We're just going to drop this off and then we'll come back " She said
I nodded my head as it took 15 minutes too get there.
We turned onto Beverly Hills street and my mouth fell open. I've never seen these houses up close, just on TV and the internet.
We pulled up to a house with a gate.
"Delivery! "My friend spoke into the touch screen .
The gate immediately opened.
She drove into the driveway and we got out.
"Nice of y'all to show, come in " A guy no older than 27 said looking at us
We walked in and looked around in aw.
He took the bag of weed and gave us our money in exchange.
"Y'all should smoke with us " he's friend said looking at my friend.
"Well we actually. ...
"Sure! " My friend said smiling at them and then rolled her eyes at me.
They sat down and rolled up the weed and then smoked it.
I just sat on the floor looking at them. Smoking wasn't my thing. I just sold it.
" Would you like a hit? " One guy said looking at me as he sat beside me
"No " I said looking at him
He blew the smoke in face and laughed, " You're fucking beautiful " he said as he touched up my legs.
I moved my leg and he giggled "What? " " Scared? " he said as he kissed my neck
" No, I just never done it before " I said looking at him.
" Serious?. How old are you " he asked looking at me
" 18" I said looking at him.
He smiled and took me to a room with a bunch of trophies and posters. There was a tiny bed that he laid me down on and began kissing me and taking off my clothes.
Everything happen so fast. I got up and put my clothes on.
" We have to-go! " I said to Kaitlyn as I saw her lying on the floor naked.
She jumped up and put on her clothes as we rushed out the house.
I was going to be late, I had 5 minutes to make it there. Great
Even though Kaitlyn was speeding i wa still 7 minutes late.
I walked into the room as kade face lit up "You came back " he said smiling
"I would never leave you " I said kissing him as I got in the bed and cuddled next too him.
Graduation was tomorrow and I was excited to be graduating high school
I fell asleep not trying to remember how I lost my virginity to a total stranger , that I will never see again.
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" Mom will you be able to make it tonight? " I asked her as she sat at the table by the TV smoking.
" No dammit Jade, stop pressuring me to come to that damn graduation! I have better things to do, like provide for us " She said getting up and walking into the restroom
I dressed Kade in his really nice clothes that weren't so nice anymore and I put on a dress that I bought with the weed money.
We walked out the door as Kaitlyn waited for us.
" Kade, you'll sit in the front. And wait until I get you okay?" I said looking at him
" I'm sorry I cant make it. " Kaitlyn said holding my hand
" It's fine. " I said looking at her and grinning.
" Well, good luck! " She said dropping us off.
I sat Kade in the front row, were I could see him.
Then i went with my classmates who I didn't talk to at all to line up in the hallway.
I put my cap and gown on and then I stood by myself in the corner. Until it was time for us all to walk to our seats.
I wasn't happy about being here. I mean none of my family is here expect my brother. Which meant alot.
Pop and Circumstances began playing and we been walking down the isle.
It took the program all and all 30 minutes.
Everyone else had someone cheering for then except me. Go figure .
I grabbed Kade and we began walking to our motel
" Have a nice life " The jock said shaking his head as we walked past him and his friends
" I think you'll need that more than me " I said under my breath as I rolled my eyes at him and continued walking with Kade by my side
" What'd you say bitch?! " He said looking at me as he walked behind me and grabbed me.
" Don't you touch me. I'll make a scene! " I said jerking away from him as we walked away
" I better not see you around " He said
I ignored him and we walked home.
I fixed us the usual. Ramen noodles
