Johnny didn't try anything with me that night. I fell asleep right next to Kade in the livingroom.
I sat up on the couch as I got ready for work. I had really bad gas this morning.
I dropped kade off at kaits . Then went to work.
I worked all day and then went to Johnny with Kade.
I ate at the restaurant and bought Kade something to eat back .
I packed our things. And Johnny came home.
" Thank you but I'm leaving now " I said smiling as he walked in
" No. You aren't " he said looking at me
I grabbed our things and then grabbed Kade.
" Sit the fuck down! " he said slapping me and then dragging me onto the couch.
He got on top of me as I screamed at him
" Get off of me!. Not in front of my brother! " I said as I fought back.
But I recived blows to the side of my fore head and then arms and sides.
" Go into the room and shut the door! " Johnny said yelling at Kade
Kade ran into the room and done as he was told..
He put his hand around my neck and choked me as he entered me. I laid there not fighting back. There would be no point.
He was bigger, way stronger and smarter.
I passed out from him choking me.
I felt as something dripped on my face
I jumped up to have Kade laying on my chest crying.
" I'm okay baby " I said kissing him as I hugged him tight.
Johnny walked into the living room.
" Look, You are mine and you aren't going anywhere. Your mother gave you to me. !" he said smiling as he kissed me
I was shocked " My mother wouldn't do that to me " I said looking at him
" What else are you good for?. Nothing! " he said as walked away from me.
It was still late at night. Kade and I fell asleep on the couch.
Kaitlyn picked me up from johnny and took me to work.
" You look different" she said as I got out the car
" How so? " I asked confused.
" You just do. Hey do you need any tampons. I'm on birth control and won't need them anymore " She said looking at me
" Yes you will and no. I haven't been on my period in a while " I said looking at her
" How long is a while? " she asked looking at me confused
" I'm not sure. I've lost track of time but I have to go " I said kissing Kade.
" I'll pick you up after work " she said looking at me..
I nodded and went in.
Work was short and easy we weren't that busy so I ate my employee meal and done stuff to stay busy.
The restaurant closed at 12 . So once everyone was gone. We picked up and got everything done and clean.
I walked outside to see kade asleep in the back of the car.
" You think your foster mom will let kade and I stay a couple of nights? " I asked her
" She said no cause she has too many kids already but I got something for you " She said reaching in her seat
I looked at a long pink stick.
" What's this? " I asked her confused
" Pregnancy test. " She said looking at me
" Oh come on. I'm not pregnant, I'm just really stressed" I said giggling as I rolled my eyes at her
" Just take it! " She said looking at me.
" Fine " I said looking at her.
We drove to a gas station and I peed on the stick and brought it back out to the car.
We sat there waiting for it.
" Okay 2 lines mean what? " I asked looking at her as she picked up the box
" I fucking told you! " She said shoving the box in my face. My heart dropped as I looked at the words positive.
" Kaitlyn, I can't be pregnant. I absolutely cannot be pregnant. Do you know what this means for me?! . My problems , more stressing. " I said looking at her
" Who's the father? " She asked me as she looked at me
" I'm not sure honestly!" I said rubbing my face
" You find out, then we'll go from there. You need to make you a doctors appointment. I'll even go with you. " She said as she looked at me
" Okay tomorrow, pick me up and we'll go okay? " I asked her as she looked at me.
" Totally. I'll pick you up at 7 . Then we'll go from there and try to get some of Johnny hair or something " She said looking at me
" Okay " I said looking at her.
She drove me home and I packed Kade inside.
I can't be pregnant. I'm just not stable enough for a child. Another child at that!
Having a baby, comes with responsibility.
I ran my fingers thoughts my hair as I looked at Kade whose head laid on my chest.
I kissed him and then fell asleep. Or took a nap.
I heard Kaitlyn outside blowing and I hurriedly got up and got dressed, brushed my teeth and then done the same thing with Kade who was grouchy and half sleep. Let me tell you. He was not a morning my person
" Who the fuck is that?! " Johnny said walking to the window .
Kaitlyn. I have a double today.
I lied.
I walked over to him. " You have something in your hair! " I said as I yanked his hair out
He pushed me back.
" Fine. Never mind then! " I said as I walked out.
I held onto the hair with my life.
I needed these results
