Wish

Chapter 18

Chapter 18 Jacielle

Stupid interviews. I still hadn't got over me and Harry's fight and guess who's interview is first? That's right. Mwah's. I pulled at the brown lace dress that Harry bought. I have to pay him back for those. The thought of him made my eyes sting with tears. How could you say something like that and then leave? They introduced me and I walked on stage to the I performed at the first concert. So much had changed since then. I had performed at ten concerts, only had one more to go, and completely messed shit up with Harry. I smiled and hugged the french talk show host, but I had no idea who she was. I took a seat across from her and twirled a curl around my finger. "Well you look amazing Jacielle."

"Thanks." I nodded slightly.

"So what's it like touring with One Direction?" I knew my questions were mostly about the boys, so I decided not to go into major details.

"It's chaotic and very messy." I laughed and she smiled sweetly. I felt bad for all their fans out there watching. Here I was being as fake as ever and they were believing it.

"How do you like the tour and are you sad that it's almost over?" I was extremely grateful that this one didn't involve the boys at all.

"I had a blast on the tour and hopefully I get to do it again." I bit my lip. "I'm a little sad that it's over, but I miss my family and I can't wait to see them again." At least this wasn't all lies. She nodded.

"I bet your family misses you too." I smiled and she continued with the last question. "How are you and Harry?" she asked cheerfully. If you only knew. The lump in my throat grew.

"Um." I played with my hands and adverted mine from meeting hers. "We've hit a rough patch and I'm not really sure where we stand anymore." I let out a long sigh. I could feel his narrowed eyes staring at me and the tension in the room increased. Didn't his fans deserve the truth? I wasn't about to make up a huge lie and say that we're perfect.

After the show went to commercial, I left the stage. Autumn was looking at the ground sadly. "Hey." I said startling her a little. She gave me a weak smile.

"I hope you two's relationship isn't over." was all she said before walking away. I watched as the boys walked past me onto the stage making funny faces as they passed me. Except for him. He kept his eyes straight and didn't smile until he was on stage. The interviewer asked similar questions to the boys and she always got the stupidest replies as expected.

"So Harry, what's with you and Jacielle?" she asked slowly. His jaw tightened, but he still smiled although it was forced. All the boys looked down at him with curious looks. Me? I was about to puke. I needed my best friend. I needed my sister. I needed Taz. After a long silence he spoke and my heart dropped with every word he said until it was completely shattered and beyond fixable.

"I guess we weren't mean't to be." I couldn't hold back my tears. all the stuff we've been through. Our friendship is ruined. I played with the 'Wish' necklace. For the first time in three years, I unclasped it from around my neck. I love you for you. Lies. There would be no more kisses. No more butterflies. No more jumping on the bed acting like idiots. It was over. He didn't love me, he never did. How could you be so stupid! They exited the stage. They were all glaring at Harry who seemed unfazed by this whole thing. I knew he saw me crying, but he walked right by. I heard a slap before Autumn stepped out from in front of Harry with a satisfied look on her face.

"Let's go love." she said tugging on my arm. I clutched the necklace tightly in my fist.

"Wait." I walked over to Harry. "Take it." was all I said before I laid the necklace in his hand. His eyes were cold and distant as he looked at the metal chain. I sighed. "It was all lies. The friendship and the relationship. You promised me that we would always be best friends. You promised me that you would never fall for me. You promised that you'd never hurt me. You. Lied." I kept my voice steady. His eyes were showing emotion now. They were sad and guilty.

"Jace." I held my hand up.

"You never did love me. That's the worst part. I honestly believed you and you lied. I'm not finishing the tour. I'm going home to my father who I left to please you." He flinched and tears were beginning to build up in his eyes while mine were long gone. He broke my heart. No one could ever fix us. "Something good did come out of this." his eyes pleaded with mine. "I realised no matter how much you beg, I will never make this same mistake again." with that I left feeling drained and used.   

A/N: Two more chapters left before I start the next book. Don't hate me!! This chapter is dedicated to my friend Kate because she's sitting behind me and I'm kinda afraid that she's going to murder me because of these last two chapters....I love you Kate!!! :) <3