Wish

Chapter 20

Chapter 20 Jacielle

Zaya and Taz took turns ranting about Harry being retarded. While they threw things and plotted to kill him I sat quietly in the corner eating chips. I text Autumn earlier and she said the boys were depressed which made me feel bad because their fans deserve them at their best, but I wasn't going back and the sooner they realized that the better they will be. I didn't bring up the necklace until I knew they were calm. "Guys." They both turned their heads towards me. "I gave him back the necklace." They looked down at my neck and their jaws dropped. When I said that they instantly knew that it was serious. "I'm done." I mumbled before a new wave of tears escaped my eyes. Harry. We had everything. He was so sweet and funny with curls and dimples to top it all off, but we weren't meant to be. I wiped my eyes ignoring the girls' curious glances. I went to put the chips back in the kitchen, but I heard people talking.

"You have to tell her." My mom whispered.

"What if she gets mad at me?" I knew what they were talking about. I walked in and placed the chips on the counter.

"Mad? No. Disappointed? Yes." I looked down at my dad in a wheelchair. He looked shocked. "I wouldn't have left you if you would have toldme." He sighed. I walked over and hugged him. He hugged me back like Matt would. The images of Matt, Taz, Harry, and me popped up and I started crying again. My dad pulled away from me and by the look on his face he didn't have to ask me why I was crying.

"I'm going to kill him." He grinded his teeth together. I smiled, but shook my head. "But he broke my little girl's heart." Yet another cliché thing that I thought was only in movies. I laughed and looked at the ground.

"It's over and I'll be okay." I made my way out of the kitchen and walked up the stairs. I locked my door and reread all the messages Harry sent me. They all ended the same way; Please come back. I put my head phones in and stared at the ceiling.

Remember when I sang for you,

And you called it out of tune.

I remembered when Harry sang to me the night I got out of the hospital under the stars.

Remember when I said I love you,

And you said it wasn't true.

This was like our last fight when I told him that he had never meant any of it, which he hadn't.

Remember we use to talk for hours,

Staying up all through the night.

I smiled and thought back to when I was working and whenever Harry did call they were long and detailed.

Remember when I bought you flowers,

And you left them there to die.

I thought about Matt and his thinking place. When he was alive the place was beautiful, but when he died, so did the garden.

But now that it's over,

I gave you everything you ever wanted,

And you gave me nothing but grief,

Now that I'm gone you see I'm the missing piece,

Well good luck,

Finding another me.

Remember how I use to kiss you,

You can kiss that all goodbye.

I thought about when we landed inFranceand we had a pillow fight before making out in front of Autumn. I bit my lip to hold in a laugh. I probably looked like I was bipolar.

Remember how I use to miss you,

Now you don't even cross my mind.

Lies. I thought about Harry all the time. His warmth and how he hugged. I sighed. I need to get over him and fast.

And I can't remember why I ever let you walk all over me,

I won't take your shit forever,

Now it's time for me to leave.

I remembered how Harry was going to stay with Louis. Why did we have to be so mean?

I gave you everything you ever wanted,

And you gave me nothing but grief,

Now that I'm gone you see I'm the missing piece,

Well good luck,

Finding another me.

I was slowly drifting to sleep thinking about what we had and what we lost. It was sad really.

When you cry yourself to sleep tonight,

You will wish that I was by your side,

Yes you will.

I knew that he missed me. He told me that every time he text me. I closed my eyes the rest of the way and fell asleep.

*

"Jace! Wake up!" I squinted my eyes to see a squealing Taz clutching the remote. She turned the TV. on E! Network and I instantly wanted to puke.

"So, Harry where has Jacielle disappeared to?" my eyes bulged out of my head. The headline was 'Where's Jace?'. Harry looked down at his hands and back up at the interviewer.

"She went back to America." He replied. The interviewer nodded.

"Will you be seeing her again when you go on tour in America?" he shook his head and looked at the ground.

"We're not together anymore." My heart twisted at the pain in his voice. The interviewer acted shocked and you could tell he didn't really care.

"Sorry about your loss. So your American tour will kick off in August right?" Taz switched the TV. off.

"He's such a pig." I smiled and stretched.

"It's okay. I'm learning how to get over him." It was the truth too. I think I only care about him more than normal because we were best friends before. "He ain't gonna tie me down!" I attempted rapping again and Taz rolled her eyes.

"Please stop embarrassing yourself." We laughed and she smiled. "Now what are you going to do?" I smiled and shrugged.

"Continue my music career. But I kind of need a manager for that." I raised my eyebrows.

"I'll do it!" I laughed and she hugged me. "Get up! Let's go! We have a music filled, Harry free life to live!" I smiled and jumped on her back. "Get off me freak!" I smirked and found myself forgetting about him. He didn't need me and I don't need him. Maybe this will be easier than I thought. Like Taz said:

I have a Harry free life to live.

Well good luck,

Finding another me.

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