Shared Feelings | A RinSagi Story

Chapter 3 - Damn, I'm In Love...

Isagi's Point Of View...
I don't know what in the freaking world is happening! Rin is so nice to me, he's kind, and he even made me sleep in his bed which I really love..but what the hell am I thinking!! I should be mad but it's the opposite!! But every touch, every eye contact, and everything he does is just so nice. I love how he looks at me and I start to miss it every single time...

After the two boys finished washing up, they both went into the training room. They entered the room and saw an angry Bachira waiting for them. "What took you so long Isagi?" He asked with an angry tone. Isagi laughed a bit and said, "What, did you really think me and Rin fucked?" Rin was flustered to hear that and so was Bachira. Gladly, the other two didn't hear what he said. Bachira asked, "Well, did you?" Isagi chuckled a bit and asked "Oh?.. Did you hear anything last night?" Bachira and Rin were both shocked at what Isagi said but then Isagi laughed uncontrollably and said "HAHAHA I can't! You actually believed that!! Of course, we didn't do anything" Bachira was relieved to hear that and was happy until Isagi said "Yet.." Bachira looked at Isagi and asked, "You're joking, right?" Isagi chuckled and nodded at his question.

Rin's Point Of View...
Why am I even disappointed when Isagi said he was just joking about that 'yet' thing!! I don't know why but everything you do either makes my heart beat faster or makes my heart drop. I don't know how I would say it. I don't want us to be awkward with each other so I want to keep this a secret and just continue being your friend since I also don't even know if you're also interested in dating with the same sex as you. I don't know if you're also gay. But if I just become your friend, maybe I would have a better chance of being beside you just like Bachira but with a deeper friendship. Maybe I'm not the one for you. Maybe if we finish this Blue Lock, maybe we would go down different ways and roads with different goals. But I don't want that to happen...I don't know what will happen tomorrow or in a few years but I hope we'll still be together tomorrow, always, and forever.

Rin's team is now all in the training room, everyone is doing their training schedule. Now an announcement was given to them;

"You are going to play again with the remaining 8 teams tomorrow. Get ready everyone. The rules aren't the same as before. Now, the winner may be able to pick and drop a member. Meaning, if there is anyone on your team that is only a burden, you may drop them and you may pick a member from the losing team. May the best team win!"

After that, Bachira went and asked Isagi if he wanted to play with him. Of course, Isagi agreed. A battle is now being held. Isagi then said, "Oh right, I wanna try something, so don't go easy on me, okay?" "Sure," Bachira said.

Rin watched the two play along with the two others (god I forgot their name *the one who's obsessed with beauty and the one who gets anxious in the middle of the game. Help)

Bachira then used his new dribble on Isagi.. left right, left right, back side, and goal. But surprisingly, Isagi took the ball from him and made a goal 29(in?) far. Everyone was shocked. "Wow, that's cheating!! Many players train many times to be able to make a goal like that but you did it one try!!" Bachira said and Isagi smiled and said "I too myself is even shocked that I actually did that. It was supposed to be a joke HAHAHAHA" Rin then interrupted by walking to Isagi and whispering into his ear. When everyone saw the flustered Isagi, they were all curious about what Rin whispered into Isagi's ear. They were going to walk towards Isagi when...

"What the flip was that for..?" Isagi asked with a flustered face. Rin smiled for a while and left. "Huh? Ehh? Hey! You just smiled!! You really did HAHAH" Isagi said and Rin raised his hand and waved to say goodbye and said "Whatever. Believe what you want to believe" he smiled as he walks away. Isagi chuckled and gets his things and left. Wow, those two really have chemistry be it in the game or in real life; Bachira thought.

You guys want to know what Rin whispered right? Well, he whispered "If that was just a joke and it happened accidentally then maybe me and you not fucking 'yet' would also happen" and that is why Isagi is now as red as a tomato in the bathroom. NOT WITH RIN.....yet.

Isagi's Point Of View...
I don't know what has gotten into me. Maybe I am just still dreaming? But if this is a dream, then I don't want to wake up. Everything is just so nice, it feels unreal but at the same time, it is real. At first, I really see him as my rival but after being with him for 4 weeks I realized that we grow better with each other; something I can't do with anyone else but him. I don't know if he also grows with me but I sure do grow with him beside me.

I want to tell him that I like him, I want to let him know that he helps me become stronger I want to stay with him, I want to be with him. I want to let him know that I'm always here! I want to tell the world that I want to grow old with him. But I can't do that! I don't know if he is also gay. I don't know if he would like me. Though sometimes he may be annoying, irritating, and mean But Damn, I'm In Love...