Shared Feelings | A RinSagi Story

Chapter 28 - To Share My Life With You

Isagi's Point Of View...
All our problems were solved within this day. I can't believe we've come so far. We've done things we never knew we could. As of now, I still feel like I'm living a dream. To be with Rin for the rest of my life, it's a blessing. And I am so happy that I didn't leave this world so easily.

Just yesterday as me and Rin were talking, suddenly the topic of having a  new house came. Rin asked me if I wanted to leave this house and instead, just live in our own house. I didn't know what to say, really. I want to leave but I also don't. I want to stay in contact with Bachira and the others but at the same time, I want to have a house for just me and Rin. He gave me time to think about it and it's been days. I still am not sure...

Rin's Point Of View...
I asked Isagi if he wanted to live in a house just for the two of us but it seems as if he wanted to live here with the others. So I gave him time to think about it. It's been days and I still haven't received any response. Well, I am willing to wait anyways and it's not really urgent.

Recently, I have been planning to go and propose to Isagi. We've been together for a while now and I just thought maybe it's time we get married. I just want to show him how much he means to me. I don't know though, I don't want to be rejected but it's better to risk it than to lose the chance to ask you know.

And so I asked Bachira, Kuzumi, and the others to help me with this. I kept Aryu away from this information since I knew he would tell Isagi. We all planned to do it next week since it's a busy schedule for us this week because of the upcoming game between Japan and America. For now, we will focus on our game and continue this plan of ours.

We had a meeting earlier about it. It seems Isagi still doesn't know a thing. It's good though, the plan is on going and we're not in any trouble. Without even realizing it, we are now playing the game between Japan and America. We lost so badly! They were cheaters and were paid to hurt us. As we were in the game, they continued to hurt us and the referee did nothing. I guess he was paid too. Everyone that was watching us was furious about what was happening. Many of them came from different countries just to watch us but they were disappointed with the Americans, the team where my brother was. I felt pity and was quite sad about it. Even though I hated my brother for leaving me, I still love him. He's family to me. But he was the first to hurt Isagi and he hurt him so bad that he wasn't able to walk for days. I can't forgive him for now.

Soon, rumors started to spread across the whole world. I can't say that they deserve it but I also can't say that they don't. I really don't know how to feel about it. For days, our house was filled with a very serious Atmosphere. We always looked serious even when eating. But everything went fine as time went by and before I knew it, it was time to go and propose.

Isagi's Point Of View...
I'm currently putting on my white long sleeve shirt with my black pants since Rin asked me just earlier to go on a date with him. I'm really not busy at the moment so I agreed. I remembered the watch that Rin gave me just a day ago and told me that I should wear it as a lucky charm. I wore it since I feel like today will be somewhat of a lucky day.

I started to leave my room and left as I closed the door. I knocked on Rin's room and asked if he was there. I got a response from him and asked me to wait. He opened the door and stared at me, then he said, "Wow, you look...so dazzling" I smiled and said, "I always look like this though. But I look better under you" he nodded as he smirks saying, "Yeah, You'll look really better under me. Should we try it later then? Hmm?" I laughed and said, "After our dinner then, so we'll have dessert." He agreed and asked "Are you ready? Shall we go now?" I agreed and he walked me downstairs.

He opened the door of the car for me like he always does and I still get butterflies about it. He's such a gentleman but not in bed! I like that though. But why the heck am I so perverted these days!! I guess it's just stress talking or maybe it's just me. Soon, Rin also went inside the car and started to drive. It was a 1 and a half hour drive so we got to chat within a very long time. We talked about many things and started to tease each other. Along the way, I got to hear so many jokes and stories from rin, which was what made our ride more fun. I'm sure, my smile was brighter than before. We've grown a lot individually and as a partner. I'm so happy I met him. He's one of the reasons why I get to have a happy day like this and I hope that he will continue to do so. I hope that he will love me longer. I hope that he will stay with me even when our hair turns gray and we can't hear, walk, or talk properly anymore. There's so many things I hope to happen. But if there is one thing I really want to happen, it is the thought of marrying Rin.

He is all I ever wanted and all I will ever want. I want to be with you always and I want to share everything with you. I hope I can marry you soon, my love, Rin.

To Be Continued...