Shared Feelings | A RinSagi Story

Chapter 23 - A Kuzuchira Moment

In Isagi and Rin's Room...
Ego and Rin are talking while Isagi is casually just lying on Rin's lap as he listens to their conversation. "So, How's your game with Nagi's team?" Ego asked curiously and Rin answered saying "Oh, It's an easy one somehow. I've also got a player who's got a lot of potential in him" "It's that Kuzumi isn't it?" Rin nodded at that and continued the conversation saying "He kept up with me on our last game which was kind of surprising. Anyway, Nagi improved a lot. I saw his last games before and he was somewhat still stuck in phase one. But he's improved so much since then." And then the conversation continued...

A few moments later...

It's now time for the morning practice. Everyone is now in their places and already finished warming up. Meanwhile, Kuzumi and Bachira are constantly being friendly with each other which makes the others curious about whatever happened to them. "Are they always this close? or what?" Aryu whispered to Nagi's ears as Nagi took a picture of the two. "Gotchu" Nagi said as a smirk was shown to others. Kuzumi then realized what was happening and got close to Nagi. Saying, "Hey~ Come here Nagi~ I just want to talk, you know..." And there they go, just like cats and dogs. But as that was happening, a volcano was just about to be active.

Bachira's Point Of View...
Were they always this close? Are they just friends or whattt? I don't hate Nagi or something do I? I don't know, I can't explain what this feeling is! I don't like it when they get too close! I don't like it when they joke about liking each other! I don't like Kuzumi going too close to Nagi and vice versa! But I don't hate Nagi. I actually am friends with Nagi since I've played with him before but I- hate it when they are together. Do I really love Kuzumi or do I just like him? I mean there are so many things to like about him. He's kind, handsome, smart, and good at everything he does. I mean, what's not to like about him? I guess that's why there's a possibility that Nagi likes him too. But I don't know what this feeling is. I don't know if I like him to the point of marrying him or do I just like him as a friend.

A few moments later, Kuzumi went back my way and complained saying "Gahhh, He likes taking pictures without any permission!" I then looked at him, confused about what exactly happened. "Jeez, he took a picture of us and is going to use it for blackmail. But don't worry, I already deleted it." He said as he smiled at me. Damn, I think my heart just skipped a beat. "Hey, are you okay? You haven't been talking much since a while ago. Do still want to continue training for today?" To be honest, I don't want to train since I felt dizzy just a while ago. But I'm fine now, so I guess everything will be fine. "I'm fine, don't worry too much about me haha," I said as I messed with his hair which was so soft! I want to do it again haha. Although I said that, he still had this cute worried face. He's just so cute, I can't handle too much of it!!

Kuzumi's Point Of View...
Although he did say that he was fine, I didn't buy it. He does look fine but the way he say it don't feel like he is fine. A few rounds passed and we are all drenched in sweat. I was wiping my sweat as I look around. Then I noticed that Bachira kept closing his eyes as if he's about to faint so I walked close to him and as I was about to do so, he fainted. I panicked and stopped walking but then I got hold of myself and I ran to him. But I was too late, he was already caught by Aryu. I couldn't do anything at all! I just stood there and panicked! Everyone then continued to gather around Bachira but Aryu told us to just make space for him "Gosh, this isn't the first time this happened! But why did it happen in the morning though?" Aryu explained and all of us looked at him dumbfounded. We were all so confused and worried about what is happening to Bachira. Then Nagi butted in saying "I think Kuzumi should hold him for now. You should get the medicine Aryu." Aryu and everyone else agreed to that statement and so I followed.

I looked at his pale body full of sweat. He looked like he was suffering so much and as I looked at him, I asked myself 'What can I do to help you not suffer anymore?' And suddenly his eyes opened and the first thing he saw, was me. "Are you okay?" I asked as I worry about his condition. "Just wait for a while, Aryu and Nagi are getting medecine and water so you can rest til they arrive here" I continued. He looked like he was about to cry and so I asked "What are you thinking? Do you mind sharing it? I mean if it's hard you can just-" I was stopped by him as he cutted my words saying "It's just that I've been a burden to all of you! I even made all of you worry. When I woke up, I saw your face and realized that I just made you all worry! I even made Aryu and Nagi go fetch medicine and water for me!" I patted his hair and assured him that everything is fine. "It's not your fault and it never will be. Dont blame yourself too much okay? We're worried about you because we love you! And worrying means that you are a very special someone to us. You shouldn't be sorry that we felt that way. It's our decision to feel that way. We were all just shocked that you fainted. I even panicked when I saw you in that state.-" "See! I even made you panic!" I looked at him face to face. Eye to Eye and I told him something I would regret saying but have been wanting to say the whole time...

"I panicked because i never expected that to happen! I panicked because you were about to hit your head on the floor! I panicked because I was worried about you! It's because I love you! So much that I don't know what to do when you're near! Sometimes my words even get twisted and I sometimes get tongue tied! It's all because I love you!"

To Be Continued!!!

I'm so sorry I couldn't do 3chapters in one day!! But I'll try to do it tomorrow maybe!!

See you all on the next chapter!! All the loves from Arzii, your Author!!!