Shared Feelings | A RinSagi Story

Chapter 10 - I'm glad

Rin's Point Of View...
As I was thinking whether I should or shouldn't tell Isagi about my feelings for him, he walked inside "Oh, you're here, what took you so long?" "Sorry, were you waiting for me?" I was a bit distracted but I still answered him "kind of, but it's fine I didn't really wait that long" Isagi started to fix his bed and I continued to process the question in my head. Should I go and tell him? Time passed by and Isagi is now asleep. I was having a hard time thinking about it again and again. It just feels like I don't want to miss a chance. Maybe if I don't tell him now, then I wouldn't have a chance. But even if I do tell him, do I really stand a chance with him?

At first, the only thing that was on my mind was the revenge for my brother and family. But everything changes with time. And this is the change that happened. I fell into his arms and falling for him was somewhat loving yet terrifying. I'm hoping that one day he will love me but I'm scared that when he does, he wakes up and does not love me anymore. I'm scared that he will leave me just like what brother did. I- while I was in deep thoughts, I heard Isagi call my name. Since when was he beside me?! I didn't notice "Can't sleep?" I answered "Yeah, There's just a lot on my mind right now" He suddenly climbed on my bed and asked if he could sleep beside me and since I couldn't sleep, I just agreed. "Can you tell me what you were thinking about?" I looked at him, I want to tell you but- "It's okay if you don't want to tell me, just tell me when you're ready." I hugged him and looked on the wall as I felt his warmth through my body. I thanked him saying "Thank you for understanding. I don't know how to tell you yet but I will soon tell you about it. I'm just..." I sighed and didn't finish my words. "It's fine Rin. I will wait. Time is in our hands, and we have a lot of it here." Somehow those words helped me to calm down. Isagi fell asleep and I watched as he sleep. After some time, I was able to sleep too.

Isagi's Point Of View...
It's morning. I woke up beside Rin again. What's the point of having two beds when we only sleep in one bed!! Although it is morning we still have a few hours to prepare for later. I looked at Rin and remembered what happened last night. He told me he had something to say to me. I wonder what it could be. What if he is going to confess to me?!! I blushed hard!! Rin suddenly woke up "if you continue to look at me like that, I might really melt." I looked away and calmed myself "Well, I'm sorry you've got a nice face that I could just stare at it all day long..." Shit that came out of nowhere... Suddenly we were both tomatoes. So we both stood up and started to do what we needed to do. As Rin takes a bath, I fixed our bed. And when he finished, I went in and took a bath. Once we were finished, we walked outside and did our warm-up in the room that we're going to use for the game. The first team to play with us arrived only a few minutes after we arrived...

Bachira's Point Of View...
There's something going on between these two. Lately they've been close with each other. They sometimes even talk about personal stuff. I hear them talk with each other sometimes so that's why I know about that. But why and how the hell are they close? Rin is as cold as winter while Isagi is well, a ball of sunshine! They are not meant to be together! But somehow, these two are so cute together. I've never even seen Rin touch anyone before but when Isagi came, the only person Rin touches is Isagi. Also he smiles only at Isagi!!! Well I think winter is falling. Nah, I probably shouldn't have.. Anyways! I think they're In loveee~ Aww my Isagi is finally a grown up! But I should be the first one to fall in love! Damn it!

Ever since I came here, no one has been there for me except for the monster that I thought was my friend. I'm so glad I met Isagi, aryu, tokimitsu, and other people. They're so good to me specially Isagi and by the look of it, He might even leave me for Rin. Although I am happy that he found someone who loves him, I'm still sad about the fact that he might leave me. I have to accept it somehow and get used to it. Every one leaves. Some comes back and some don't. We just have to accept it. As I look at my teammates, I thought that I might one day be out of this game and live normally without all of them. But don't worry, I won't be able to forget. Since all of you made me so happy that I was able to be free from my own monster and free from everything. It may be our last day seeing each other like this. I don't want to think about it but I need to. Otherwise, I won't be able to move on from everything. I would be devastated. Can we all still meet outside these walls? Can we still be friends? Can we call each other's name again? A lot of these questions pop into my mind most of the time but the amount of questions grew. What would you tell me Isagi? What advices and comforting words could possibly help me to not think about the future but the present? Although I think about these a lot, thank you all for being here until my last fight. Today might or might not be the last but I'll be sure to do my best until the very end. I'm so glad i am able to meet all of you. Also to be able to witness the winter falling. I laughed at the thought of this when suddenly "oh our baby Bachira is in love~" I looked at aryu who is going closer and closer to me so I pushed him slightly and said "When have I even ever? I'm just glad you're all here with me. That's all"

To Be Continued!!