Love Blinds

chapter 3

My life hasn't been easy, instead it's becoming harder and harder, I'm feeling tired keeping my feelings to myself, I'm tired of stopping my tears. Everybody thinks, I'm a weak girl with no strength to fight. The thing, is I Don't want to fight anymore.  I want to love a normal life with peace.

I'm scared that today also somebody will bully me. But I can't escape from this hardships, this is my life and I have to face it.

I dressed up in a hoodie and a pair of jeans. Then I started walking to my school . After I arrived to school , I started walking towards my locker and I bumped into a hard wall. I lifted my face to see Alex standing infront of Me with a smirk.

I'm sorry , I was lost in thoughts and I didn't see you here , I said quickly out of fear.

It's okay, everybody makes mistakes right? He asked.

I was shocked beyond everything to see, the bully boy is accepting my apology. When I was numbed to respond, he spoke again,

Instead I'm really sorry for making fun of you , can you please forgive me? He asked.

I really found it weird to see the bully boy apologising me. It's okay as you said , everybody makes mistakes, I said with a fake smile.

Can we be friends, I want to start a fresh Friendship with you forgetting all the things I have done to you, he asked surprising me.

I was beyond happy to see, somebody wants be friends with me. I instantly nod my head and said , yes I would love to be Friends with you.

He smiled and said come on I will walk you to your class. Which subject you have now he asked?

I have maths, the subject I don't like at all, I said pouting.

He laughed at my answer making me glare at him.

We went to the class and the professor started the boring lessons. I wasn't paying attention,  because I was overwhelmed by the incident that just happened to me. I was smiling like a fool looking at the blank page of my note book.

Finally, the class ended and we bid bye to each other, I started walking home and I didn't know when its started to rain, ugh I forgot my umbrella.

Soon after, my clothes were drenched in the rain, just like my miserable life,I hate rain because it reminds of the horrible day of my past. That rainy day I lost my superhero, my dad.

FLASHBACK - A cute voice ,daddy can I have an ice cream please.

My princesses, but its raining !

Please daddy, it's my birthday.  He signed  and said now how can I say no to this doll face. Which flavour does my princess like? He asked smiling.

I like choco flavour , I said pouting. My dad pulled my cheeks and said your the most adorable doll ever, your wish will be fulfilled.

David stop spoiling our daughter by doing whatever she asks, my mom shouted.

Sorry honey, but how can I say no to my cute princess , he said kissing my mom's forehead.

Mom shaked her head and said you two are impossible . My dad laughed hearing my mom's words. He said byee to us and went to buy ice cream.

Six hours passed, me and my waited and waited but my dad didn't come. Suddenly  we got a call from the hospital.

Is this Mrs David am speaking to?

Yes, my mom replied anxiously.

I'm sorry to say that, your husband got into a car accident and we couldn't save him.

My mom was devastated and I was numb. I couldn't believe that on my birthday, I lost my dad forever. My mom cried for days, months and years while I was on a pool of tears laying in helplessness. My mom lost her smile she used to have and I lost mine too. Since that that onwards I blamed myself for being the reason for his death, because if I didn't ask him to buy me ice cream,  he would be here today.

PRESENT - I curse myself since that day onwards,  I Don't even like to remind that dreadful day. And I stopped celebrating my birthday since that day. Finally I arrived home , with
Wet clothes. Thank God mom isn't home, if she was here she would be really worried.

I took a warm shower to ease my shivering body and I slept dreaming of my beautiful childhood, where me and my father were happy. The time when I had the post precious thing with me. That's when I remembered my favourite quote about the father. It says
A father's smile has been known to light up a child's entire day.

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My dare was still going on. Being friendly with that girl was hard enough because she is so introvert and silent. I deserve an award for asking her to be Friends with me. She is such a nerdy girl and I don't do shy and nerdy girls. I just hate them, they are not my type. I do bold and hot girls, whom I will fuck whenever I want.

I'm only this for my friends, otherwise they will think , I'm a coward. Today I'm gonna go to a night club with my friends, so I'm gonna invite my fake friend Kate.

Me and my friends have a hidden plan on her. According to the plan, we are gonna humiliate her infront of everyone. Poor girl, I bet this is gonna be fun. My real date will come here within 10 minutes. She is so hot and we has sex more than 10 times in my bed, then in my car and many more other places.

Obviously I don't have feelings for her, l just like her body. I will play with her and dump her just like the other girls. I don't believe in love. Because I stopped believing in that shit long time ago.