Love Blinds

chapter 4

I was reading a book and suddenly I heard a knock at the door. Who could be at this time, I thought. My mom said that she will be coming next week, so it's definitely not her. I opened the door and I was shocked to see Alex standing handsomely with an expensive coat.

His Hazel brown eyes were mesmerising. His masculine scent felt perplexing. I was drowning in those honey pools for a long time that I didn't realise, he was calling me.

Hey are you okay, he asked waving his hand infront of my face.

Yeh I'm fine, I replied . I just got lost my thoughts, I said with an embarrassing smile. Please come in, I said inviting him inside my house. So what bought you here , I asked curiously.

I came here to invite you for a party. Will you come with me , he asked.

Are you sure? Because I don't have a suitable dress for it, I said with an awkward smile.

It's okay anything will be fine but please come he said pleadingly.

Okay, okay I give up , I said smiling. Wait here , I will get dressed and come I said. He nodded.

I went to my room and wore a simple outfit that doesn't reveal any part of my body. It was an old dress, but it's still beautiful. I did a little makeup cause I like to keep it natural. I came downstairs and saw him texting to somebody on his phone. I cleared my throat to gain his attention.

He looked up and stared at me for a while and it made me blush but I hide it, before he could see it.

Come on let's get going, he said. I followed him to the car. The car ride was silent. None of us spoke. I don't know why, I felt something wrong is gonna happen. But I shrugged off all my negative thoughts.

We entered the club, it was so noisy. Couples were making out and it made me feel disgusted, The music was too loud that I could bearly hear anyone speaking.

Would you like to have a drink? Alex asked.

No I don't drink, thanks I replied.

Oh, okay stay here I'm gonna use the restroom, he said and I nodded looking around the people who were dancing like crazy.

Alex  - guys I'm ready to start the plan, I said with a smirk answering my phone.

Okay , Alex we are on our way, my friends answered.

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I was sitting on a chair, waiting for Alex and that's when I saw his friends coming towards me.

Well ,well, well  look what we have here, the pathetic church girl said Jason in a mocking voice.

Look at the old rags she is wearing, how humiliating said a blonde girl.

My eyes filled with tears. Without taking a glance of them, I started running. I heard their laughs getting louder and louder.

I sat down on a bench in the garden. My tears were falling down,wetting my cheeks. My sobs were silent. The environment was silent.

It felt like I was alone in this misery. No one cared about my pain. No one heard my cries. They all took advantage of my innocence and kindness. They all bullied me, humiliated me.

After sometime, I was so tired of crying so I took a cab to home as I couldn't find Alex anywhere. I changed ans sat on my comfy bed. I took my personal diary and started writing.

Diary - hi diary, how are you? Today my friend Alex took me to a club,everything seems to be okay in the beginning but that's when I saw Alex's friends were coming towards me. I knew something was wrong when I saw the smirks on their faces. They bullied me diary, they humiliated me for my dress.

I felt so hurt, I felt vulnerable and helpless diary, I couldn't defend myself. Everybody see me as a fragile and a defenseless girl. But nobody admired my gentleness. I'm drained of my life diary. I don't know if I can do this anymore. But I'm glad for one thing, that is I have a friend and he's name is Alex. I think he is a good friend. Now I gotta go diary, see you soon.

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Guys we did it , we humiliated her, that was so fun, I exclaimed.

Yeah bro it was so fun, no doubt that chick was innocent but hot too , Jason said.

Did you see how she ran away crying, I said laughing.

Yeah bro, it was lit . Now I gotta go otherwise my sister will kill me. Bye

OK,  bro see you later. After I ended the call with Jason, I thought about the whole event and it gave peace to my cold heart. I lit on a cigarette and started inhaling the smoke, it gave warmth to my cold heart.

I started smoking when I was only 13 years old. I hate my life turned out to be like this because of that person. I don't even wanna talk about it. It's a chapter of my life, I erased longtime ago.

I started walking towards my balcony. The night was peaceful, the full moon was shining and that's when I remembered her face , the girl I humiliated today. When I saw her tears in her oceanic eyes, I felt an ache in my heart.

I know the thing , I did to her is wrong. But now my heart doesn't pity anymore, it has forgotten innocence.

Honey, come for dinner ... I came out of thoughts when I heard my mom calling me. She is my only happiness. I know that she is gonna hate me when she learns this truth about me. I'm sorry mom, but I can't loose you. So I'm gonna hide this worst truth from you.

I love you the most mom, I said wiping the tears. I went downstairs and saw my mom setting the plates for dinner.

Hi mom how are you I asked smiling to hide my sad face.

I'm fine baby , how are you doing today she asked with a graceful smile.

I'm fine mommy, I replied and hugged her firmly.

Did you find yourself a girl, she asked teasingly.

Mom, I groaned . You know that I Don't like this kind of stuff , I said whining.