Love Blinds

chapter 12

After a beautiful vacation at Paris, Alex and I took a flight to come home. I will definitely miss Paris. Now I'm currently in home. My mom just left me a note saying she caught up with a business trip, and will come next month.

Now, before it's too late i have to write all the events in my diary.

I sat on my desk, my fingers gently brushing the worn pages of my personal diary. It had become my confidant, my solace in times of joy and sorrow.

Today,I wanted to pour my heart into those blank pages, to capture the emotions that had swollen within my time in Paris. I closed my eyes, the memories flooded back to me.

Dear Diary,

In the bustling streets of the city of  love, I had discovered a new chapter in my life. I had always been a shy and reserved soul, scarred by painful memories of bulling I had endured for years.

But, lost in the beauty of Paris,I found solace and the chance to create my own story.

It was during one of those magical moments that i had met Alex. There was an instant connection, a spark that ignited a fire within my heart. As we talked, laughed, and explored the winding streets together, I felt a newfound sense of belonging.

When Alex hovered me kissing, underneath the canopy of flowers, my heart exploded. It was a kiss that spoke volumes, an affirmation of the emotions that had blossomed between us.

Underneath the mesmerising Parisian sky, my heart skipped a beat when I felt the warmth of his lips against mine, and I felt a surge of happiness that I hadn't experienced in years.

On that particularly enchanting afternoon, as we spend time in that garden, Alex plucked a beautiful rose and tucked it behind my ear. Blushing, I couldn't help but smile at this simple act of love. It was a moment of tenderness that whispered to me that I was deserving of such adoration.

In the safety of his arms, I found the courage to confront the painful memories that haunted me. The weight of  the past began to lift, replaced by the joy of the present.

As I poured my heart into my diary, I couldn't help but reflect on the transformative power of love. In the embrace of Paris, in those memories that I spent with him, walking in the streets hand in hand, I felt so relaxed.

Alex had shown her that I  was worthy of happiness, that I could overcome the scars of her past and embrace a future filled with possibility.

With each word I penned, my diary has became a testament to my resilience and growth. The pages chronicled my  journey from a girl scarred by bullies to a woman who had solace and love in the most unexpected of places.

My story was one of redemption, of rising above the pain and allowing myself to be vulnerable once again.

Paris had become more than just a city for me, it had become a symbol of  hope and New beginnings. In the midst of the bustling streets and romantic moments, I am beginning to believe and fall in love once again.

Until next time ,
Yours
Kate.

As I closed the diary, I felt a sense of gratitude for the transformative power of those moments I  spent with Alex. I know that if he is with me my past would no longer define me.

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As I came to my balcony, I thought the moments in Paris that I have spent with Kate. It became the backdrop for a chapter in my life that I shall remember forever. My heart fluttered with joy whenever I thought about her.

She is a radiant soul who captivated my every thought. Each moment spent with Kate felt like a stolen fragment of time, an ethereal escape from reality.

Kate is so different than the other girls, I have met. Since I'm spending time with her I haven't fuck any sluts and I'm surprised of myself. Because I couldn't resist a day without doing that.

Many girls are with me, because of my money, but Kate didn't ask me a cent until now. I found it astonishing to see, she is being happy with smaller things. She admire the beauty of the nature unlike other girls.

When I kissed her, a symphony of emotions erupted within me. It was a gentle kiss, yet it spoke volumes of unspoken promises, dreams, and desires.

The world stood still as our souls intertwined, transcending the boundaries of time and space. In that fleeting embrace, I discovered a profound connection, a deep understanding that words could never express.

But I when I look back, I feel sad because this feeling is temporary. I'm spending time with her just for a dare. Today or tomorrow I will have to break her heart and endure her hatered. She is changing me, I know that. Because other girls hatered never mattered me.

But when I think of Kate hating me, it feels like I'm ripping my soul apart.

But I will never forget this moment that I spent with her. It was a chapter that painted my soul with vibrant stokes of passion, leaving an indelible mark on my very being.

Paris will forever remain a testament to the transformative power of love, a timeless reminder of the profound connection I experience with Kate.

I hope the future holds something better for us. I can't believe I'm thinking about Kate day and night when I forget the other girls name in a second.

She is indeed special, most importantly she is innocent , and I feel like a coward for taking advantage of those feelings.

What can I do? I just can't tell Jason and Lucas that I'm backing off from a dare. Then they will say the whole school that I have started liking Kate. I just can't let that happen. I have to forget these feelings and think about my reputation.