Love Blinds

chapter 5

You are a weak nerd who don't even have a proper dress. Don't even try to underestimate us, you stupid. You don't deserve to be loved. I cried loudly and thought to run away from those cruel, sadistic and brutal people. I sobbed nonstoply trying to release my burning pain inside my heart. I screamed and screamed , then I felt somebody is shaking me.

Kate, Katy .. are you okay? Asked a worried voice and I tried following it. I felt like that voice was showing me the path to light.

Kate get up, Kate you are fine. Breath with me,  Katy you can do it. I did exactly as that voice told me.

Then slowly I opened my eyes adjusting to the glowing lights and I saw my best friend Lucia looking at me with sorrowful eyes.

Lucy , I called her with her throaty voice and she immediately gave me a glass of water. I drank it hastily.

Are you okay? She asked tensely.

I shooked my head saying no.

Okay for now take a rest, when you feel comfortable don't hesitate to tell me. I'm your best friend Katy she said.

Thanks Lucy , I said being really grateful for having her as my best friend. I'm sorry for hiding this from you , it's not that I'm not comfortable with you. It's just that I don't want you to be thinking about my dark life. I deserve this suffering Lucy.

Stop blabbering nonsense Katy, she said irritated. Katy the only thing you deserve is love, care and blessings not sufferings.

You believe in God right ?she asked and I nodded quickly. Then believe in him, God will guide you through your problems, he will be your strength.

Instead of backing off your problem, fight it Kate. You are a strong girl, I know you are a person that is beyond kind, but nowadays in this world , too much kindness is always taken for granted.

You have to learn, how to live your life in this atrocious world. Do I make myself clear Katy?

I nodded my head smiling at her. She is just like my mom, scolding me at my mistakes. That's why she's my only best friend,  I love her so much. She is the only one that understands me and helps me after my mom.

Now I gotta go , my mom just messaged me to be home. I have to go but please take care of yourself. If you need any help, just one call away and I will come, she said.

Stop worrying about me bestie, I'm old enough to be taking care of me. So go quickly , Don't keep your mom waiting. We will meet soon. Bye love you ,I said smiling at her.

Love you too Katy she said.

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Ahh, yess Alex harder, faster, deeper, the slut screamed as I thrust into her. Our skin slapping sound echoed around the room .

Ohh baby, I'm Cumming. I kept banging her until we both came.

The slut got up and said thank you daddy, you are the best. Call me anytime, if you need another round, She winked at me and went away.

I started wearing my clothes. I only do one night stands. I don't even know the name of the chick that I fucked last night.

Now I have to pay visit to Kate . As for the dare, I have to date her for 6 months. The drama time begins ..

I have to apologise for her , on behalf of my friends who humiliated her I'm the club. It's obvious that the master of that plan was me and this apology is 100% fake.

I'm gonna shed fake tears, fake remorse and regret so that, she will develop feelings for me sooner. My main goal is to brake her heart just like I did for the other girls.

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Tomorrow I have to submit my essay, but I still don't know what to write. I called my classmate Casandra, even she doesn't have any idea about that.

I started reading various books so that I can get an idea. I was so busy searching  information through different pages, a knock on the door , starled me.

I kept my books aside and went to open the door, only to see Alex standing infront of my door holding a bunch of white lilies. I was so confused to see what was happening.

He cleared his throat to tell me, that I was starting at him for a long time. I felt like a rude person, instead of inviting him like a guest, I'm standing here like an idiot.

Please come in ,I said inviting him . What bought you here ?I asked politely.

He scratched his neck and said, I'm here to apologise.

My eyes widened. Apologise? For what? I asked curiously.

For that day when my friends humiliated you. I really didn't mean this to happen, I apologise on behalf of them, he said remorsefuly.

I was shocked, but somehow I managed to say, it's okay it wasn't your fault. Beside , I have faced many situations like this in my life so I'm used to the critizes and harshness of people. Don't worry about that and I'm very thankful for your apology,  I said.

Again I'm really sorry to hurt your feelings, he replied grievously. Now I will take a leave. Have a nice day he said.

You too , I said cheerfully. I closed the door and asked myself what was that?
I took my secret diary to write today's most weirdest thing .

Diary - today was a day , I never thought  I would see coming. I am still in a state of disbelief as I write these words. Something unexpected and extraordinary happened that has left me with a mix of emotions. I find solace in sharing my feelings with you, my trusted companion.

You see Diary, I have always been the quiet in the background, the one who would rather blend into the shadows than draw attention to herself. 

I have endured my fair share of humiliation and torment from others. Their constant taunts have made me question my worth and shattered my confidence.

But today, Diary a glimmer of hope emerged from the darkest corners of my heart. It all happened this evening when Alex the biggest bully boy apologised me with a bunch of lilies.

And he spoke those words that would echo In my mind for years to  come.

I want to apologise on behalf of my friends he said, his voice tinged with sincerity.

I stood there Diary frozen in time. The world seemed to hang in the air and I struggled to process what was happening. The most popular bully boy in school was apologising me. It was an apology I never thought I would receive.

As I looked into his eyes , I saw genuine remorse that stuck a chord within me. In that moment, Diary, my heart softened and I realised that forgiveness was not just an act of mercy but also a step towards healing. I knew deep down that carrying the weight of anger and resentment would only hinder my own growth.

I mustered the strength to respond, my voice quivering, thank you for your apology Alex.

After , apologising once again to me he left. His apology meant a lot to me because nobody has ever apologised to me in that manner.

With a renewed sense of faith in humanity , I close my Diary, knowing that today's events will forever be etched in my memory. I  filled with gratitude for the unexpected apology that has lifted a weight off my shoulders and given me a glimmer of hope for a brighter tomorrow.

Until next time Diary.

Yours sincerely,

Kate.