19/06/23

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Alrighty so this is my journal now lol. Anyways updates. So I saw twice in melbourne!!!! It was soooo good. My favourite part was actually the solos. Ummm I'm seeing clips of their la show and my god Holy shit. Everyone seems to have the candy bong z in those, I guess it is more available in America coz literally almost no one had a lightstick in melbourne. I had one though. Tee hee. It's one I bought in 2020 when I was a huuuuge fan of twice, I didn't even know if I was ever going to be able to use it. Anyways semester 1 is over and I'm officially a second year student!! I hope I passed everything. I only submitted 2 things late. Which is kinda bad given that I've never submitted anything late but what can you do. In actuallality I passed everything but like my marketing exam...... Idk man  the written word questions I was stressing crying throwing up the shabang not really but you know. I fucking hope I passed that. Speaking of school remember a little over a year ago when I was talking about that teacher that I didn't like but was just fantasising about him for .... God knows what reason. Yeah some girl in my tutorial (this happened in like the first week lol) told me coz she went to the school he went to after mine that he got asked to leave for an inappropriate relationship like bruh, I knew I had a reason to not like him. Ummm I saw spiderman across the spiderverse, twice actually. It sooooo, goooooood. Miguel mmmmmmhhh he is so sexy. I'm pumped for the next one. Speaking of things I'm pumped for Spy family show and movie, Barbie and mose importantly jujutsu kaisen season 2  literally less than a month away now. I'm slowly getting back into the gym, it's hard. I went to a trampoline place called bounce today after work. Anyways I bought a compression shirt like the ones the slutty men on tiktok have. But ummm the shirt doesn't come with the body. Still kinda looks good though. Speaking of tiktok holy shit. I wish I sated a hater and never tried it. I never used it until late 2022 now im in a vicious cycle of downloading and deleting. I deleted it tonight lol. OK now for my most important story. So I was playing valorant and was talking to this guy with text and we went in the same party and I decided to use my mic this is big for me. we played and it was really fun and then we played twice more. This was 2 weeks ago and he has t asked to play again :( idk maybe I should ask but I'm scared  he's also in year 12, I was in year 12 in 2020... lol. I mean he just turned 18 so it's fine if you can't tell I have a crush wush I've turned into what I sought to destroy. Plus he has a girlfriend, a toxic one but a grlirlfriend. Oh yeah he does like my intagram stories (that I post so he specritically can see lol) so that mjst mean something. Idk I don't want this friendship to die even though it's literally already dead. Anyways I fucking forgot what I was gonna say. I cut my hair to look like eren geager lol. Fuck I really did forget. Still no boyfriend if that isn't obvious. Ummmmmm I still love sinatraa but it's def like a from a distance type thing. Watching his stream doesn't hit like it used to. He also streams really inconsistently. I miss when he would just watch YouTube that shit was fire. K kpop reviews now coz o still can't remember. Queencard is alright like I love the pre chorus but there's something so funny about 5 absolutely stunning women singing about SOCIETY that doesn't sit right with me. The chorus is catchy but not that good. Spicy is amazing I love winters vocals sm. Unforgiven is really good same with the eve you know what what song. Bouncy is... uugh  so sexy. Something about the was hongjoon sings the first chorus hits his execution. Also that one fancam 😏, if you know you know. I saw a tiktok of a girl realising what the lyrics and dance means and it's like girl.... what else could slow it down make it bouncy mean. S class is absolutely horrible I won't take any other opinion. Shooing by taeyang is good, I actually love Lisa's singing voice it's so nice. I'm up to season 6 of gilmore girls! I I'm out idk I'm just thinking of things to write now. Bye.

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