Hello, crazy is been almost a month since last update. Well more like 3 weeks but still it feels like yesterday. I've passed everything slay. Official grades will be release in 3 days or so but I think im gonna get credits all round. So slay. I've been called into work tomorrow or today I guess on a Wednesday:(. But oh well. Still at the butcher BTW. We are having a quiz night on Saturday. Weirdly I wasn't fostered on Saturday. If the ask me to work on Saturday I now have ammo to say no now so that's good. For Uni I've got this class that study period 4 so it's already started before the main semester which is study period 5. I have an assignment due on the 15th so 5 days and I've barley looked at this class. I saw somewhere that It will be offered in study period 6 but it's not listed on the enrolment so I'm a little confused. I do think it's a new course coz it's not listed in previous years so tat might be reason as to why it is up yet. But in the notes it does say that it will be offered in study period 6. I emailed the coordinator today about it so hopefully tomorrow I'll know. Worst case scenario I have to do that assignment this week hahahahahha. But honestly I'm expecting that I'll be able to do it in study period 6 coz why else would the degree page say say. And it's not like it's not up to date because it's most likely a new course and those websites are maintained rigorously so I should be fine. Census date is also on Friday so if I do it now I won't be charged and it would be on my academic record. I know I'm just delaying the inevitable but I need a proper break after the ending only that bjtch ass semester lmao. I'm traumatised. I need to stop typing as if it's a done deal. Who knows I might have to do this subject now. Anyways I'm getting bored discussing this boring ass topic and stressing myself out coz at the moment nothing else can be done and I will know tomorrow coz this bitch is good at replying lmao and if she doesn't reply by tomorrow I'll just call the uni on Thursday. K next topic coz uni sucks ass. I still love sinatraa at this point it's almost been 3 years I don't think I'll truly ever get over him. The parasocial relationship is strong. I watched him Saturday night and I swear to God honestly I won't rehash my thought just read everything I've written in this journal previously but holy shit I love him. He Is so different and real compared to every other content creator it's crazy. Also think it people like stableronaldo vinnjehacker and jasonthrween. All of these people are technically more successful than sinatraa but I know for a fact who looks up to who and I can tell you it's not sinatraa looking up to them. As cringe as it sounds he has an AURA it's crazy. Speaking about vinniehacker. Bruh. Fakest anjme fan I know. I saw this blind ranking animes tiktok he did. Her put one piece number 1. I fuccking know he did that to appease the masses holy shit. Omg this guys came into my work a couple weeks ago and the first think I said to myself was like holy shit that is the perfect body type for a guy like tall (like 6'5 some shit like that) but more importantly very muscular with a good amount of fat on him. Btuhhhhhh. My type. I know it's not sinatraa coz he cut as fuck but he's the exception. And he was blonde I don't typically like blonde but it worked. Anyway he complimented my tattoo. Like mi hisoka one. And I was contemplating whether he liked my tattoo coz he knew what it was from or coz he thought it looks cool. When it comes to attractive guys and anime I'm always a little sus. Like why do you like anime????? It's very gatekeepery I know but like yeah. Anyways j was thinking some more and remembered a hot guy a while ago having a baki shirt on, I didn't get close to him at the time but I remember that much. I'm like 65% perfect sure it's the same guy. So yeah he most likely likes anime haha. Hopefully we can date lmao coz God knows I won't get jay won. Honestly this rando customer has been subject to my night fantasies ever since 🤣🤣🤣😭😭😭 poor guy. Shouldn't have looked so fucking sexy with those broad ass shoulders and height and but of fat and legs for days and blonde hair and tattoos and complimenting my tattoo like btuh. Hopefully God will be nice tomorrow and one let me postpone this subject but also allow this sexy customer to come in. I'm working 8:30-5:00 BTW. Tbh u don't know I lf I want him to come in because I feel like that would kinda break the illusion a bit you know. What about my fantasies??????????? Bruh lmao. I've been kinda gumming. Sorta. I didn't gym today you know why. I drank too much water too fast and my tummy hurt 💀💀💀💀💀. I mean leg day so more reasonable 1 coz it sucks and 2 I might actually commit. It's fine I'll do it after work tomorrow coz it was supposed go be a rest anyway and then I'm all caught up. You know what I need to do? Ride my bike more lmao. It's just so hard. I also need to play my flute more haha I'm just so lazy bro. OMG I have 180 mythic essence in league of legends coz I bought the faker pass!!! You know what that means???? Prestige skin!!!!! I just have to wait for a skin I want. I ultimately eant Prestige battle academia luclx but I saw somewhere that that's 200 mythic essence. So like im really regretting getting that star guarding jinx chroma right now hahah. My justification at the time was that I'll never have enough the get a Prestige anyway. But now I'm like bruh. So I'm just gonna have to have my fingers crossed that it's no 200 essence or ill get 2 separate chests with 10 mythic essence each. I don't know the actual stats but that is fucking rare. I think I've only had it like 4 times it's crazy. Anyway other prestige Skins I wouldn't Mind is kda ahri arcade Caitlin star guardian syndra ummmmm honestly I don't even know what else. I def don't want porcelain lux I never use the normal one of that anyway. Oohhhh maybe battlecat jinx. Bewitching mf maybe. Idk honestly the first one that comes up with a champ I play that I like I'll get. I don't want to be too fussy and have that mythic essence sitting there for like a year. In sallying that I might regret whatever I choose later. Omg wait battlesong seraphine or whatever that skin is called. I wouldn't mind that either. Anyway it is now 12:58 am and I should go to sleep coz I unfortunately now have work tomorrow morning. Pray for me. Time to fantasize about that one customer. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
