So it's a couple months later and this list is staying the same (30/12/22)
I still love sinatraa only Lol. I hate that he plays genshin impact now hahhha. And he always streams at inconvenient times so I like never watch him now. But tbh just seeing his face every now and then keeps me going in life. I wish he would stream at the old times because it would land on like midday for me. Other than that I wish he still watched YouTube on stream for hours that shit actually fire. You know why? Because we actually got his personality with those streams. He comes across as really cold but once you've been watching for a while you start to notice little things that show he cares for his viewers. He always says that he appreciates the viewers at the end of every stream. Occasionally he says stuff like to better yourself and go to the gym. I don't always agree with what he's saying on that topic but I know it coming from a good place. Ummm once when he was giving away money on stream he set the non sub probability too low so no non subs won. Because of this he kept going until a non sub came up. As he was clicking through trying to find a non sub someone's name came up and they started typing in chat that they really wanted the money. This fucking gigachad of a man was like alright and gave him the money like bruh. Also once he was reacting to anime intro recommendations and he kept going through all of the recommendations (which was a shit load) because people were paying for it (including me lol I did the death parade intro). AnywYs so basically he didn't want anyone paying for something that they wouldn't get. Idk man and he's never said anything even close to controversial in all the time I've watched him (150k channel points no bets coz he doesn't do them). I don't it's just very obvious he's super caring without overdoing it once you actually pay attention to his mannerisms. He's also really intelligent and knowledgeable about many aspects in life. It's obvious his parents raised him really well and taught him about the world beyond what was right in front of him. I know this is incredibly parasocial unhealthy and fucking cringe but I can't help but admire him or I guess my idea of him as much I'd hate to admit it. Oh shit it written a lot about him and honestly I could keep on going. The way he talks to his friends (excluding banter) is incredibly caring and filled with genuine interest and love (probs wrong word) for them. Also people really undermind what he did for prod and his career. He really is the only person responsible for making prod popular. Sinatraa doesn't use this against him (other than joking) and I don't even believe he views what he did and anything more than just a by-product of streaming with a new friend. Oh my god I could actually go on for ages about how much I respect him as a person. If I'm being honest when I first started watching and liking sinatraa it was not with the intentions I have now. It was 1 because I thought he was hot and 2 had a hero complex and want to go against the grain and stand up for him with everything that happened last year (2021) but over time I came to realised how much i genuinely adore him. I think it's safe to say is a bit more than a phase coz it's been over a year. Fuck I'd love to meet him in real life. However, if I'm being honest I would be incredibly jntimidated to meet him in real life. He has such a strong presence and is one of those types of people who you want want to like you. Anyways I've written way too much have a good night.
