I've lost my best friend.... not really but it feels like it. I put in so much energy calling and trying to hand out but she's either too tired of busy with other friends. I don't understand how they're always with eachother. Over the years I've always been comforted knowing that I'm her best friend her number 1. But I'm really not anymofe. There's a part of me that still says I am but I doubt it. I have Uni tomorrow and I still haven't thought of the brand I'm gonna do. Kms. I also have it at 9. I've never had a tutorial that early before so fingers crossed I don't sleep through my alarm. Other than that I'm just as depressed as normal slay.
